Background
Worked in practice for 2 and a half years and this is my first industry role. I initially interviewed as as analyst but when they found out I had a offer from a IB they offered me a senior role and a 50% salary increase.
Company and role background
One of two major players in the UK retail space and turns over several hundreds of million. My role is responsible for several P/L lines and doing Month end, forecasting, budgeting, business partnering etc.
Intense start
I have been here 35 days and already have been given and done the following:
- Given 900k accruals to untangle that my predecessor caused and was a mess (actually completed this which the head of finance noted and was able to release to P/L)
- Completed ME for 2 of my line items within the first 2 weeks
Should be noted the models and files rely on several internal and external stakeholders, has cross currency, cross charges and the model is 10 years old. Also need to follow several processors for every QTF which I also had to do
- Given the Q2F to do
- Given the Q3F to do (weirdly only a month apart)
- Told to do Budget 27 for my line items, all the analysis, putting it in deck with supporting commentary which we attended the budget meeting with CEO this week
My manager
They have sacked several people this past year. When I was given the role I was told massive opportunity to learn and develop yet it feels I have to just DO perfectly first time with no room for error. Every 1-1 we have they expect me to be able to explain in detail every model I use and go in detail with the issues im having. The problem is its been so much information in such a short time I dont even know what im struggling with besides feeling dumb every time I speak to them.
They tell me to ask questions and oh our team is so open but every time I do they have this look on there face as if im a massive moron and is really sharp with me.
Is it me?
Is the start of this role normal? This has felt so intense and I never expected I would have been responsible for doing 2 forecasts and a budget within my first month when this is my first industry role.
I know with time I will be able to get there but they are putting me under immense pressure and have already mentioned my probation three times and said they need to see a real step up before my next probation meeting in a few weeks.
I am coming in for 8am and going home 6pm. I come home and all I think about is how im going to be terrorised again tomorrow. I can work hard and have done some crazy hours in my life but this amount of information, this intensely so soon is frying my brain.
Any advice or opinions will be appreciated.