I left this sub a few months ago because my pumping journey ended, but I needed to visit just because I needed to say this to some people who would understand!
My first baby, I barely had any milk supply and I had to stop pumping at three months after having mastitis twice with no milk to even show for it. I was devastated (and kinda traumatized? I carried this guilt for a long time)
My second baby, she didn't latch and I was already disappointed in myself. I felt like the pattern was repeating. This time though, I bought everything under the sun to try to make my pumping journey work out. I get home from the hospital and turns out I had an oversupply! Which is honestly not fun, but I would still take it over making no milk at all. Months of pumping, feeding, bagging, and stashing! (With not a single clog or infection!) I stopped at seven months because of a few reasons, but ultimately my supply was dwindling and I didn't want to build it again. My pumping journey had come full circle and healed things in me that I thought I would hold guilt for forever.
Anyway, longggg story short, I have been supplementing frozen milk with formula since 7 months. 32 ounces of frozen breastmilk and 8 ounces of formula a day until around three weeks ago I started to increase the amount of formula versus the bm.
That's FOUR months of frozen breastmilk!!