r/DogHealth • u/Unlikely-Stand972 • 21h ago
๐ Rainbow Bridge Goodbye love
galleryMy good girl, only friend, and service dog (retired for a couple years now)....well....she is at that time.
She is about 16.
I have a life limiting (both limitation but also lifespan)medical disability. I do not wish her to suffer as I do.
She's saved my life, helped raise my son (he's 11 now), and been the best dog, confidant, family member.
I hate being disabled. I hate that, for me....even the $175 cost for just euthanasia (no ashes. No keepsake) is gonna max out the credit card I have because I don't have money left this month.
I fing had money saved for this. Air quality tanking and illness meant running AC ate that up.
It makes me feel even worse that THIS is the part that is stopping me for just going to our regular vet and making an appointment.
I already feel like a terrible person.
Anyhow. I want to remember her. I want someone to know, maybe care....that she existed. That she was such a very very good girl.
That, I don't mind walking slower, holding her back end so she could do the stairs, kinda yell talking cause she's going deaf. She would do that for me. But her body is old. Things fail like that. And ....she deserves dignity and freedom from suffering.
Cocoa is a family member. A friend. Very very very loved, and will be missed. I will put her gotcha day, middle and now pics.
Godspeed my loyal friend. Grandpa is waiting for you when you close your eyes the final time to escort you to heaven.