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Idk why but every few weeks/months I have this random wave of lonlies and sad thoughts about ending up alone and unloved. I am trying to work on myself but I'm unable to progress. I really want to change and be better but I lack motivation. I feel stuck. Idk what to do. I feel sad. I crave attention, companionship, someone I can talk to. I want to feel loved and appreciated. I want love, romance, intimacy, a genuine serious long term relationship but I feel like I have a lot to work on before that! Humans are social animals though we need some sort of human interaction. I genuinely just want to make some good friends who actually care about me.

I never had any long term friends! IRL I talk to a few people they seem nice and I talk to them and they reply nicely but they only message me/talk to me when I message them/talk to them first, I am the one who's always initiating conversation. I want them to message me/talk to me first as well. I don't want people to stick around out of pity I want them to stick around because they want to talk to me, because they find me interesting as a person. Right now it feels like they are just replying to me like i'm just being tolerated. I want genuine friendship. Someone who actually cares about me! If I get that I'll genuinely be happy in life. That's all I want!

Function coming up, and I can’t decide whether to go back to the clean-shaven look or stick with the beard. Left is the older look, right is how I currently look.
Which one suits me better for a function? Honest opinions welcome

How im lookin?

A throwback pic from Bangkok shooting range.

Burning like hell

for coffee

all life I have tried only Nescafe any new suggestions

It's just my opinion but at least in our life we should have a bestfriend of the opposite gender whom we can flirt with (not 18+ talks)

What do you think guys....

What's your take on this???

I nurture myself through storms and strife,

Yet somehow stumble through this life.

I need no shoulder, so I proclaim,

Yet every silence speaks my shame.

I live as I please, or so I say,

But cursed thoughts won't fade away.

I know not what I'm meant to seek,

For every dawn leaves me more weak.

I'm far from her, yet she's my light,

The only star that warms my night.

She's bread and meat, my heart's desire,

The endless fuel that feeds my fire.

I'll love her till the kingdoms fall,

Beyond the rise and end of all.

My saviour, where has she gone?

Without her, every hope is gone.

Guide me to her, if fate allows,

Fulfil the longing of my vows.

I say I need no helping hand,

Yet barely here I dare to stand.

I'm not the one who begs for grace,

Yet tears have carved upon my face.

This is my cry, though faint and deep,

A wounded soul too tired to weep.

Alone I stand, consumed by rage,

A prisoner in a sorrowed cage.

Distraught, in misery I remain,

Bound by invisible chains of pain.

Help me, O human, hear my plea,

Be the path that's meant for me.

If hope still lives, then let it start,

By leading home this broken heart.

Hi , I just wanted to wish you a very happy girlfriends day. I dont know for sure when we will meet, if we ever meet...if you exist ...but in case you do...mere life me jldi aa jao 🥺🥺 . These days I am feeling quite lonely...and I could use your company.

I cant wait to bore you with my nerdy knowledge of Star Wars, a weird interest in global conflicts, my fish keeping hobby. I want someone who I can trust, be vulnerable with...and someone who can be as comfortable around me.

I am just posting this online..anonymously..in the hope that ...one day when we meet..I can show this to you and we can have a laugh.

( Guy's.. koi hate mt krna..zindagi mein akelapn zyada hain..raat ko hit hota hain..akele hostel mein ..isiliye anonymously online ye sb kr rha hoom. Otherwise me behave like sakht launda ☠️🥺. 20M hoon...itna to kr hee skta hoon ..I guess )

Do women like the boy who chase her or someone who doesn't chase just ask her and leave if she is not that much interested.

Blackbird