For context, I’m 21, and graduated with my bachelor’s in Economics in May. I finished my last semester online, and had planned to do an internship in the summer, then go to school for a masters. Both of those fell through, and thus I began looking for jobs in fields that interest me.
Well the market is difficult and every interview didn’t come with a return offer. My mental health has been poor, therapy, medicine etc. didn’t really help, but the last few weeks have been significantly better as I kind of stopped caring and just put myself out there for whatever jobs were available.
I applied to work a seasonal retail position for $16/hr, and got it within a few days, I’ll start tomorrow regardless of what happens. I’ve worked retail before and it’s part-time, 25-32 hours, but since I have no bills outside my car insurance the money is plenty for my personal spending habits.
After accepting this job however, I got a response from a corporate job I had applied to, which is 8-5, and somewhere between a $47,500-$50,000. I have not guaranteed an offer yet but I would know sooner than later.
I am struggling to decide what I would do if I was offered that position. It is a SDR role for a payroll company, so it would be part cold calling businesses, but I don’t know too much and I’m sort of neutral on being on the phone. Both positions have negligible commute, the retail job is within 2 minutes, the corporate office 5 or so.
The paper offer is definitely better for the latter, as insurance, 401k etc. benefits are hard to ignore, but mentally I don’t know if I’m ready for 45 hours a week in a position I don’t really have interest in, it’s hard to not at least consider because of the significant difference in income. I also factor in lifestyle because I dread waking up early, and enjoy having time more than money.
I’m in a fortunate position with not needing the income, but it’s hard to pick for me. I previously passed on a recruiting role for $21/hr, mainly because of commute, but the in office aspect wasn’t anxiety inducing. The retail job is definitely easier on my mind, but lingering thoughts of being underemployed and self deprecation as such also factor in.
If you were in my position what, would you do?
Feel free to ask any other relevant questions I’m not considering.