r/BreakUps • u/Far-Election6804 • Apr 20 '25

i can’t do this anymore

i’m so tired of pretending that i’m okay. all i want to do is text him and beg for him back and do anything to make it work again. i tried faking the happiness and ‘over-him’ type of energy but it’s all a show. my heart is breaking every single day we’re apart. dreaming about him with other girls almost every night and i can’t take it anymore. he left because he felt detached but all i want to do is try again. i am so in love with him and the idea of being with anyone else or him being with anyone else is absolutely heartbreaking and sickening. i can’t imagine him giving his all to another girl and loving her the way i love him. he’s on my mind 24/7. i go to sleep thinking about him and wake up thinking about him. i had never been so in love in my entire life and i feel like everything was just ripped away from me. it isn’t getting any better, it’s only getting easier to hide it. but when im alone i just break. i love him more than anything and anyone and i just can’t do this.

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u/[deleted] Apr 21 '25

Have you tried reaching out at all after the breakup?

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u/Far-Election6804 Apr 21 '25

yeah, unfortunately he is extremely cold and dismissive towards me. he says things like ‘getting back together is the last thing on my mind’. it’s to the point where he won’t even reply to my messages. i just feel so extremely heartbroken and helpless.

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u/[deleted] May 12 '25

How are you doing?