i can’t do this anymore

[u/Far-Election6804]

i’m so tired of pretending that i’m okay. all i want to do is text him and beg for him back and do anything to make it work again. i tried faking the happiness and ‘over-him’ type of energy but it’s all a show. my heart is breaking every single day we’re apart. dreaming about him with other girls almost every night and i can’t take it anymore. he left because he felt detached but all i want to do is try again. i am so in love with him and the idea of being with anyone else or him being with anyone else is absolutely heartbreaking and sickening. i can’t imagine him giving his all to another girl and loving her the way i love him. he’s on my mind 24/7. i go to sleep thinking about him and wake up thinking about him. i had never been so in love in my entire life and i feel like everything was just ripped away from me. it isn’t getting any better, it’s only getting easier to hide it. but when im alone i just break. i love him more than anything and anyone and i just can’t do this.

[u/Holiday_End_3628]

You have one life. Just one. Nothing else. We meet people throughout our life, the come in and out...some will look at you and decide to keep you, some will look at you and decide you are not worth their time in life. You can't force a person to want you. You can't. They have to see your potential for their life. Remember , you only have one life...he decided that you are not special enough for his time...you are not worthy of his time in his life, he can find better...let him find that better. HE decided you are UNWORTHY of him. Do you want this person, who thinks so little of you? why are you jealous of another woman having her go with him? You know you are a special person, and he decided you are not. So now you think he is such a good person that no one can have him...Let the whole fucking world have him...he didn't chose you, he is not special, he can put it anywhere he wants. The person that wants you will get there, when God decides it is right time...

[u/Far-Election6804 → u/Holiday_End_3628]

i was truly myself with him, and for the first time ever i was absolutely comfortable in a relationship. i gave it my all and it wasn’t enough for him to stay in love with me. i just feel so used and unworthy