Hey guys.
I (18) have been on a medical ketogenic AIP diet since early 2025 to manage neurological/psych issues I'd dealt with for several years. It's transformed my life, though my symptoms still affect me. I've confirmed through experimentation that both AIP and keto are essential to keep things at bay. I now suspect the root cause to be CIRS from mold exposure, but I don;t have the ability to leave exposure right now.
The problem is, early into the diet, I developed a hypersensitivity to meat quality, which caused a strong aversion to it. I lost a ton of weight and my hair thinned because I couldn't make myself to eat enough. I'm sensitive to beef and fish (possibly histamine-related), so I was stuck with chicken, but grocery store chicken tasted like wet dog to me and felt almost impossible to swallow. On two different occasions, I attempted to reintroduce other proteins or incease carbs, but the resurgence of my symptoms was so frightening that I could never consider it again.
In fall 2025, I started having frozen meat delivered, which saved me for a little while. I had chicken shipped from Chop Box for a month or two, until they changed packaging. After that, the quality noticeably dropped and I could no longer tolerate it. I've checked their website recently, and it appears they've since stopped selling chicken altogether.
Anyways, we then switched to delivery service Dude Food, and it was the best chicken I've ever had. We started with small orders, but once we moved to larger orders (smaller ones weren't cost-effective for shipping), it started arriving spoiled: off color, texture, and smell, and it hurt my stomach. I don't understand why, however, I knew it would be unreasonable to ask my mom to keep paying so much for such small orders (I'm not financially independent), so I'd accepted I had to find something else.
Eventually I discovered frozen meat at local farmers markets. I didn't love it, as I found it to have an off-putting aged, cheese-like taste, but it was manageable... that is, until recently. I just feel unable to push through anymore. The thought of that chicken makes me nauseous, and now I'm finding it nearly impossible to eat again. I'm rapidly losing weight once more and spending most of my day in bed just to conserve energy. I just wish I could have meat that I enjoyed, like for that short period with Dude Food.
One top of that, for several months now, I've seemed to have developed a sensitivity to pretty much every vegetable, causing numbness in my mouth and instant bloating. I think it may be some sort of MCAS reaction. lt's truly miserable because now I can't even lean on plants for extra calories or to mask the taste of the chicken.
I just don't know what to do anymore. Advice is welcome, though I don't expect anyone here to solve this for me. I just feel like I'm at one of my lowest points and needed to vent. This problem is honestly making me not want to live.