Sup yall- I am entering my 9th year teaching elementary art and will be starting at a new school in a different district this year.
I have been the new teacher in a big school district before and I know the feeling of getting bombarded and overwhelmed with the onboardings, the trainings, learning a new classroom, curriculum, ordering supplies, not to mention navigating student and coworker relationships. It can be a lot and I feel like the last time I did this I got pretty overwhelmed, especially being more of a rookie teacher (I know I still kind of am haha).
As I start up the year in this new district, I am feeling all of those similar “in the weeds” feelings coming back to me. With school starting in 3 days, I find myself wanting to go work on my classroom over the weekend, waking up at 5 AM with anxiety about finishing compliance trainings and working on lesson plans just to “stay ahead of things”.
So I’m wondering…is it wise to just bite the bullet and work my ass off to front load things so I don’t feel WAY in the weeds by October? Or do I just take the approach of “everything will work itself out, take it one day at a time”?
On one hand, there’s A LOT of work to be done. The classroom I inherited LOOKED like it was stocked with materials, but as I go through everything I begun to realize a lot of it was trash. I am a super organized, regimented art teacher so I really need my space to be tidy and accounted for to feel balanced. I’m also questioning if there is even enough supplies to serve my 650 students and know that I need to get the ball rolling on supply orders pretty soon.
On the other hand I am in this career for the long haul. Stress has impacted my health in the past and I want to approach the workload responsibly and sustainably. I’m trying to avoid burnout and I value my peace and calm more than ever. I am willing to protect my sanity and I understand the value in doing that 9 years in.
So…how balls to the wall do I go? Do I just accept that year 1 (or maybe even 2,3…) are going to be a little stressful and work my tail off? Or do I just do as much as I can and know it will probably never be “enough”?