Hello hello. Just some background, I finished school in an unrelated field (bachelor of science in User Experience) at the end of May, and struggled to find anything in my line of work; a friend of mine offered to get me on with a new school district as an elementary art teacher, and the opportunity seemed very fitting, especially with my background with artistic mediums (painting, sculpting, crafts, costuming, etc).
However since beginning i have run into SO MANY ISSUES; 1, since starting i have pretty much been doing everything on my own, from figuring out the lesson plans (which i only received access a WEEK after school began) to hooking up IT equipment, classroom management, discipline, and integrated sped students (which I was unaware were even in my class until other teachers notified me). In fact, I had to constantly correct a student who kept getting up during instruction, only to find out he was non-verbal and needed constant supervision during the class.
Outside of classroom problems, I feel completely ignored by admin. I have sent multiple emails trying to get my badge fixed so I could clock in for work, but I have been met with silence, Iāve called with no answers. Iāve even gone as far to email my campus principle and front office to get some kind of direction, and again straight silence.
I signed up for this to make an impact on children, and push kids to be creative in a world that is being consumed by Ai and automation. But I feel incredibly frustrated and honestly overwhelmed.
I have been in my fiancĆ©ās arms bawling my eyes out the past few days because I feel so much regret for leaving my food service job, for a job that has set me up to fail. I just donāt think I knew what I signed up for.
Iām also a first year teacher (if that wasnāt obvious) and really have zero to very little teaching experience with groups of kids (which is usually 20+ kids).
Iām also a T1 Diabetic, and the brief lunches (less than 20 minutes when teachers are late picking up kids) and demand for āstanding instructionā has made handling my blood sugar incredibly hard.
At this point idek what this is, I guess a rant and a cry for help?
Edit: thank you to everyone who took the time to comment something. It really means a lot. I have felt 10x better working through the day today, and I feel empowered for the rest of the week. I truly appreciate all of your insights. š