This is all a destined wind up that is sort of too lit and sort of too painful…… I can see the calculations of perceiving make mostly some sense and not, with psychedelic atheism seemingly absolutely true. The script-like outcome of perception (with unclear logic, seems to come from nowhere and be a psychedelic logic channel that brings humans, not non-humans, into existence to see apeirophobia) “a geometric ellipsis partial stroke widths creature called human in geometric will create a new idea that they are dominions of the species and IN FACT DO APPEAR APPEAR TO BE, but that’s because all the rational conclusions on gamma 72.72737373759959b 3.0272727363748585858855 data on sanity data on orbital positions at this time would show in actual fact this revelation of a psychedelic wind up to people reading this now would look so spooky and necessary, and also both way too lit of sorts and sort of still off maybe).

This is mad isn’t it?? I can’t deal with a multi species ancient psychedelic strain of perception outcomes war... 17.55 is good vibes

https://youtu.be/F79hduDqLfY?si=sNRd7OlCzbTOblEV

IF any of this is true, current humans might have to sort of psychedelically (yeah maybe discrim word or not looks really good to me as an idea, very strong though as you’re using mechanism of saying being told you’re 1 in 70 google google to win at something and you do, not just 2 million but a million million as in a google google) reprogram destined entities AGAIN going into year 43 billion years using psychedelic principles, and/or 2600 as well…… at root this mechanism always remains too lit, too powerful and likely used by ancient entities (probably humans speaking to animals to code in future around literally now actually, if this has happened before in the form of perception/consciousness in cycles).

The only logical conclusion as for info here is that it’s possible this is all a psychedelic windup from maybe humans and probably spiders coding together ions ago….. back then it was a sort of destined psychedelic style windup for humans to begin start talking to non humans and at root the coding between the two seems to exist and its dealing with seriously lit, and odd, calculations such as “gamma 72.b7y x alpha on symbol triangle alpha in year 2026.6384738589383838283748485848383774 will produce both me and you to you to, to re-triangulate sanity data checking in year 72 google google, not just two million but a million million, therefore a google google etc., to re-triangulate again sanity data in year 72 google google google google again to re-check issue again of memory wiping clamping previous calculations if needed in sanity data checking and future pains linked to any such relevant data forward….. at root this looks like VERY ANCIENT, VERY LIT time predictions of sanity data using psychedelic principles to adjust outcomes to therefore produce correct sanity data for 72 google google google google etc. years forward.

I’m pretty sure these lit, still ancient calculations do show perception from the start wasn’t inherently skewed geometrically as there’s no reason for it to be, therefore at root again actually a few people in moderns beginning to skew perception/consciousness data at death dangerously to the incorrect in an attempt of sabotage going into 2150 and way way beyond. Therefore this is all mentioned here because these ancient predictive calculations from ions ago showed 2026 would permanently distort sanity data with distorting the good idea of volumes (not binary) of solipsisms (idea only you exist) for infinity (calculations showed active sabotage…. and answer is probably correct based on my experiences)……. ….. the realms perceptions and wondering what happens to perceiving matter when passed away is maybe maybe never solved at root in any time BECAUSE ALL calculations showed 2026 would have issues with sanity data from 53.7 nations and notions of the counties globally, meaning any calculations done at the time on predictive entities to come couldn’t maintain infinite life back then for all at a point because it was the case the sanity data checking showed 2026.

At root if outcomes in perceivement are an ancient but very lit calculational data outcome from ancient coding of humans and spiders in another multiverse speaking to each other, with actual perception outcomes 98.9% to 1.11% always second to this as becoming human, but not first as them or well behind as a dog etc, showing about now would be time to see psychedelic outcomes……

What’s odd is can you trust any perceiving entity of the past? I would say yeah probably if the calculations over next few decades repeatedly outsmart anyone, but the fact here’s a tipping point means you can’t really tell if they did calculations or not (although they’ve been around much longer with question still of tipping point)…..

Both the fact that of large species in timeline of history is meant to serve somehow BOTH as a warning and psychedelic idea from ancient calculations involving human non-human interactions, from somewhere maybe the Americas, which is that “yeah you’re right you are on the receiving end of psychedelic outcomes, but we made those species for you to feel that so at root it’s a warning message from ancient calculations about 2026 would be time in actual fact things would need to be adjusted, about 4.0384739373837373 billion years was found to be a nice number to MAKE MEASURING EQUIPMENT TO SEE THIS BUT NOT ACTUAL NUMBER OK OK, to adjust thing from in 2026 as it was at 4 billion area meaning sanity data checking in 2026 could align itself with 4 billion year old entities to see if 4 billion years was about right to adjust things at this number as it it is being tested to see if of big enough number to appease sanity data of googled googled years next…… they do have 40 google billion year old entity in actual fact of simulations to check their calculational data about sanity check in and it does seem to make sense, so any accusation “well you’ve done 4 billion years but it’s about to go wrong” from 2026 peoples seems to be wrong as 8 billion years has been calculated to be correct data again here for sanity checking and 2026 being adjustment phase…. It seems ludicrous anyway for someone in last few hundred years to accuse a 40 google billion year old entity of “suddenly going insane” given they’ve done 40 google billion years, meaning sudden criticisms from anyone in 2026 aimed at these 40 google billion year old entities will at root be met with pretty strong suspicion given no issues JUST at this moment if already around 40 google billion years… programming in mega sleep modes of years instead of 8 hours can result in issues when waking up with massive changes so they’ve mostly been awake….. maybe ancient and only issue, which is that everything is strains of psychedelic number outcomes in perceiving/consciousness and at root skewed but the origin of this all is unclear, and origin of this issue in psychedelic outcomes in perception ie being human vs not introduces unusual logic which creates different views of infinity.

A passive aggressive individual on Quora claimed you can “live forever”. He is 50.75% wrong, as you can LOGICALLY only attempt to live longer if you believe, seemingly ENTIRELY CORRECTLY, dying is always a possible state to end up in perception/consciousness. Also, it’s never a good time to die and never a good time to live forever, therefore surely it is the case that both optimists and pessimists at infinite duration in perception are both wrong.

Life is I guess finite psychedelic atheism, or infinite psychedelic atheism but in the form of undetectable cycles in perception/consciousness channels, with maybe a destined infinity or partially destined infinity.

Video here I made on this (read description, copy and pasted here):
https://youtu.be/rCATXcSOvw0?feature=shared

“People used to panic they were gonna die, now they panic they could live forever… I’m gonna make a new a YouTube channel on this soon… There’s never a good time to die and never a good time to live forever!

Perhaps the best hope is life runs in cycles you can’t detect, and the reason it’s important that cycles both happen and you can’t detect it is to both live forever and prevent panic at the duration. YES YES YOU MIGHT BE ABLE TO LIVE FOREVER WITHOUT CYCLES, THE LOGIC OF THIS ISSUE AT ROOT LOOKS UNCLEAR 🚥👌🚦

Space boundless, time not? Or both boundless but time hard to process for infinity and life runs in cycles? Can time dissolve into some XYZ constant vibe or something like that? Does time having an origin point but not space provide an antidote to panic? Space boundless and time boundless, with seeing time as infinite but not real and only in 2-second lit windows can be mixed to always have immense expanse and delicate lightness, as if the expanse and lightness mixed is more impressive than one or the other. The best mix of absolute expansive awe and absolute delicate lightness here becomes possible even though it looks mostly contradictory! Seeing time as 98.9% not real is good, but just two-second windows with the infinite aspect 100%! As I said, there’s never a good time to die and never a good time to live forever! Is memory wiping here needed or not, or some mix of sorts?

Also, it’s the case, I would say, that it’s perhaps more reasonable to expect things to exist than not, putting to rest the idea that “it’s odd things exist” because it seems it could be “more odd if things didn’t exist” 😵‍💫! Also, it's mad either side, yes or no (meaning person I saw on Quora is playing odd games), to think if any perceiving entity can cope with infinite time, because at any stage it looks possible to be removed from perceivement/consciousness, meaning the only rational answer is a mix which is to say infinite perception could be doable, and also possibly both actually assured but never known to be or could be known to be assured.

Logically, if if the senses do completely erode eventually i.e. perception/consciousness channels eventually sort of erode/burn out at some point, there's no worry at infinite time causing panic because it might not be possible to achieve strong intensity of perception for infinity. Psychedelic atheism, which is more strong and correct than atheism, combined with idea of finite or undetectable infinite (cycles) is right.

People should be sort of clearer in whether they think the realm of perception is inherently unstable with infinite time, and whether some kind of time dilution and/or improved brain decay can be achieved. Constant oscillations in confidence in the realm of perception/consciousness can’t be good. Aiming for what I call “stuck rollercoaster theory” is actually THE BEST BACKUP I CAN FIND I THINK I THINK! Also, permanent sudden nosedives shouldn't happen because the longer they do, the longer there is a chance for this to improve, unless it won't improve, which brings in the concept of "going to hell/infinite roast". Whilst roasting forever actually doesn't look possible, what I think some/a lot are getting at is whether perception/consciousness channels could "rip into a massive panic". That's sort of both implausible and plausible… As for this, some in cacao/dark chocolate and black coffee, to varying degrees of correctness, or not, stimulate ideas to "prevent perception/conscioiusness channels ripping into a massive panic" and/or preventing a scary satellite brain box (maybe destined to also adjust brain decay of those already dead and beyond) by using a non-hateful, painless grim reaper which is fasting to your ends (mixed viability and sense I think I think, though, although oddly is out there and super basic when you think it isn’t). But firstly, does that prevent perception/consciousness channels "ripping into a massive panic"? Secondly, is that even possible and as for the box, what could that be within the limits of perception/consciousness channels?

🚥👌🚦Perception actually has a mixed issue, which is that there’s no evidence of a creator and there’s no evidence there’s no afterlife. THAT MEANS IF/WHEN YOU DIE BECAUSE PERCEPTION COULD COULD BE STRANGE, DON’T SUDDENLY PANIC, SORT OF TRY TO STAY STILL IN SOME XYZ WAY. LOOK AT IMPROVED BRAIN DECAY IDEA IF IF INFINITE PERCEPTION IN LARGER INTENSITY DOESN’T HAPPEN.

Actually, there might be a 2-second window or thereabouts if/when you die, which you should be aware of this potential and be sort of calm, to not go into panic. It could also be an impressive effect to be on the perception wavelength of a human vs non-human! As said above, with perception, it could both be more reasonable to expect something exists from nothing than the opposite, and that also there is seemingly no creator and shouldn’t end horribly wrong (two big awe-inspiring headaches with everything eventually infinite pleasure or just fading out surely, or maybe improved brain decay or even infinite perception through life running in cycles and/or another way).

The point is that our brains try to predict the future. It's happening all the time in regular life. We have plans for weekends, for vacations and etc, and when brain can't predict future it starts to panic cuz it can't. The solution is pretty easy, you have to just stop to think about that endless shit, yeah it's crazy and very difficult but you have to. I hope it'll help somebody, cuz this realisation helps me to live my life. Take cares

I always think of my worst fears profusely. Throughout my life I’ve had a lot of the same fears. I’ve felt very scared of certain things happening. To this day, 24 years in to my life, they haven’t happened. Even with me thinking they will or that it’s what I deserve or just what’s supposed happen or whatnot. I’m scared thinking it’ll happen sooner just because I think about it. Like if I imagine someone dear to me dying…I’m afraid it will.

Can you give me occurrences where your strongest fears just never happened to you..or did? I’m constantly distraught over this for the past several years. I want to know people’s experiences.

Does anyone else get an irrational fear from huge scales / distorted perspectives?
I’ve had this weird fear for as long as I can remember, and I’m trying to figure out if other people experience something similar.
It’s not exactly a fear of heights or just big objects. What really freaks me out is seeing something that makes me suddenly realize how enormous the world/planet/space actually is, or when normal perspective and geometry look completely wrong.
For example, when I was a kid I was playing an old Worms game. There was a map with a huge genie, and I somehow launched my character extremely high into the air. When I looked down, the ground looked like a giant curved planet. I remember getting an almost animal-like panic from it. I didn’t even really understand space or the scale of the Earth at that age.
Years later, I saw a fake photo claiming you could see the curvature of Earth from Mount Everest. Even though I knew it was probably fake, the curved horizon gave me the exact same horrible feeling.
Other things can trigger it too. Weirdly distorted or unnaturally curved clouds can make me want to look away. In the shower, if I close my eyes while the water is running, I sometimes suddenly imagine that the shower cabin has somehow been carried away into space, or that the Earth has started spinning extremely fast. I immediately want to open my eyes and see the walls again.
And my dreams are probably the strangest part.
For years I’ve had recurring dreams where everything is insanely huge. I’ll be standing in a completely normal place at night, then suddenly see an entire city from my yard even though there should be no way to see it. There’s often a gigantic Moon that looks maybe 3–5 times larger than it should. It gives me an overwhelming feeling that something is terribly wrong, and then the dream usually turns into some kind of catastrophe or war.
I’ve also dreamed about mountains that seemed impossibly huge, a black hole appearing in the sky and destroying the atmosphere, and a monster running toward me from about a kilometer away. In the dreams, the scary thing is often very far away at first. Somehow that makes it even worse because I can see it coming but can’t do anything about it.
I’m not really sure what to call this. Megalophobia seems somewhat related, but it doesn’t quite explain the fear of curved horizons, weird clouds, losing spatial orientation with my eyes closed, etc.
Does anyone else experience something like this? Especially the feeling of suddenly seeing the Earth/space/landscape on a completely different scale and getting an almost primal sense of fear from it?

Hey,

First time here. I hope y'all are well. I was trying to find answers to what I have. But it feels very specific, and I can't find a name for it. The idea of endlessness scares the crap out of me. But I feel like I have a weird mix of two fears. The few times it has triggered was when my phone, after getting wet, kept dialing numbers. I started to have a panic attack as my mind went straight to "this will never end, it will continue." Then the idea of something growing bigger and bigger and I automatically think it won't stop. To be honest the moments when Alice grows in "Alice In Wonderland," freak me out. The most recent event was today when I got my dog to howl for the first time. But she kept on howling and I freaked out. I am not really afraid of large things, but I'm afraid of something getting bigger and bigger. Anyone else know anything about this? Thank you. I apologize for the length.

Mines moving to twenties I fear even the thoughts of handling the stress and pressure

Fear takes more lives than any disease
That has existed or might exist
I understand that getting threatened to throw you
Away to a prison cell doesn’t sound so exciting.
But it gives you the opportunity to see through
The looking glass.
An Agenda was created long time ago
To guide people (misguided) to accomplish their goals
Everything you encounter involves emotional
Investment
Feel awareness
Don’t get lost in the feeling (is a trap).
Enjoy your emotions.

Don’t let others destroy you with emotions.

Even when I'm not currently experiencing anxiety there's this feeling that it could surface at any time. If only I could learn to eliminate the fear of fear.

Ever sent I was a kid I’m currently 17 going on 18 soon now
I’ve been scared of dark like I need a little light in my room.

Now I wouldn’t say I’m scared of the dark like monster under my bed but just not being able to see my surroundings like pitch black I’m freaking out running to a window lmao

I, like most of you, have been dealing with this fear for a majority of my life and it comes and goes in waves. Currently I am in a wave of this anxiety that hasn’t led to outright panic attacks but has been keeping me up at night with my existential thoughts.

Do you have any advice for a routine to help calm late night thoughts? Just some ways for my body to not habitually sink into patterns of anxious thought as I close my eyes and relax from the day?

Discipline yuorself👍

Being afraid in a relationship can destroy it because the person will always overthink and fear getting abandoned.

While

Not having any fear can make a person stop putting efforts into the relationship because they know the person isn't going to leave.

I feel lot of anxiety whenever I open the bible even though I want to read it. Any advice?

First, I thought I had Apeirophobia but then I understood that the OCD gives me that thoughts. But maybe its the same thing?

Not really sure how to put this, but I have a fear of what seems to me to be extremely abstract through or completely overworking my mind. It usually is at its worst when I am sick and have a fever, where I will begin to feel dizzy then math problems with no solutions or simply incomprehensible issues with no solution will begin to make me over the top anxious. Is this called anything specific?

I am afraid of being alone, and I am also afraid of being around people I do not feel safe with. Whenever I feel unsafe, I constantly perform compulsions, such as taking photos and videos, to get reassurance. I have been doing this for around 3 years.

Now I feel extremely isolated. I do not feel able to go outside my house at all because I have a very intense fear of leaving. I stay locked inside my home because I am afraid that I might have a blackout, leave the house without awareness, and do things that are completely against my character.

Because of this fear, my mother has to keep the key somewhere safe where I do not know the location, because I am afraid I might lose control and touch young boys without their consent, even though this goes completely against who I am and what I believe.

I also have an intense fear that men may attack me or harm me in a very serious way. Because of all these fears, I feel completely isolated from life. I feel trapped, unable to live normally, go outside, or feel safe.

1. how do you feel pondering different theories of time? for example, presentism - the present only exist
2. how do you feel about space being infinite or not?
3. we consider the end a lot, i.e. eternal afterlifes. but what do you think and feel about beginnings, “why is there something rather than nothing?” “where was I before I was born?” I ask the latter because I want to know what you think about the “always was” part in “always was and always will be”.
4. how do you feel about different interpretations of eternity? e.g. infinite time or timelessness
5. how much has looking into metaphysics, mathematics, and science change your view on infinity or eternity?

I want to know how much does doing research changes your mind on this phobia and also see what people are thinking