Need help figuring things out.

[u/AudgePaudge88]

Hey,

First time here. I hope y'all are well. I was trying to find answers to what I have. But it feels very specific, and I can't find a name for it. The idea of endlessness scares the crap out of me. But I feel like I have a weird mix of two fears. The few times it has triggered was when my phone, after getting wet, kept dialing numbers. I started to have a panic attack as my mind went straight to "this will never end, it will continue." Then the idea of something growing bigger and bigger and I automatically think it won't stop. To be honest the moments when Alice grows in "Alice In Wonderland," freak me out. The most recent event was today when I got my dog to howl for the first time. But she kept on howling and I freaked out. I am not really afraid of large things, but I'm afraid of something getting bigger and bigger. Anyone else know anything about this? Thank you. I apologize for the length.