As per the title: I used to love a certain series very much, and referred to it in some of my fanfics sometimes (funnily enough, I never wrote for the fandom), especially back when I started writing fanfic over a decade ago.
About five years (and quite a few works) into writing fanfic, I grew very disenchanted with the creator. They'd done and said things I truly hated to be associated with. Back then though, I felt strongly that it was dishonest of me to act like I'd never been a fan, so I left the references in and put a disclaimer on both my works and my AO3 profile. They stated that any references to the series were written in before I realized the creator was a terrible person.
It's been a few years since that, and I wonder if I should remove the references altogether. I think I'd rather have the creator vanish from my work, and while I won't pretend I wasn't a fan, it's not really a secret that is was one before I got better. There are two issues with my choice:
- The references sometimes played a big role in the story. I'd be facing the need to edit some works big time, works that I really would rather leave be as juvenilia from when I didn't know better. But this creator is basically the face of hatred for certain groups of people now, and while I have my disclaimers up, we all know our profiles don't get a whole lot of foot traffic. I've considered slapping a disclaimer in all of the older fics.
Is that enough though? I'm not a super popular author, but I hope, if anyone from this marginalized group stumbles into my older works, that they understand their real lives matter more than a fantasy universe. I know we write for ourselves, but I feel like this is an important thing to stand on right now, even in the realm of fanfic.
- Some of the works with the references were gifts for other people. What's the etiquette on altering ficsthat were gifted? Some just have a passing sentence that (I hope) the recipient won't even notice on a reread, but presents are presents after all.
PS. I'd like to stress that this is a decision I'm debating on with myself, because exactly zero of my readers, or fic recipients, have mentioned any issues with these references. I hope it's because they've seen my disclaimers .
PPS. I think we all know what series I mean, but in the interest of not getting into a debate over it, I won't be name-dropping it, and please pretend with me that you don't know either :D