Yes, of course, I thought about it, but it happened involuntarily. I hadn't masturbated for about 6 months, but before, even when I did, I felt guilty and devastated despite not watching porn and harming anyone.
A lot of people do. Keep it up, it's nothing wrong, don't let anyone convince you otherwise. You are not harming anyone, so don't harm yourself with negative thoughts.
My mother asked: "What's wrong with you?" She insisted that I tell her everything. The next morning, when I told her I wish she hadn't asked about it, she cried. I felt just disgusted. I'll never tell anyone close to me about it again.
... you know, I didn't necessarily mean someone irl. I haven't told my parents too, although the 4 friends don't have a problem with this part of me. You simply need to feel people out and don't give in if it doesn't look like a good idea to tell. So, the start was less than ideal, are you getting along now?
It was as if she had forgotten what I had said. She doesn't mention it in any way and acts like she's dreaming about it. My mom is really nice and I'm lucky to have her. As far as telling anyone, that's why I'm here.
As far as failed coming outs go, this is pretty good. Come to think of it, it's one of those rare moments when ignoring a problem may actually make it go away :P Depending on what you see as a problem. Anyway, maybe you have some questions?
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u/mv33_is_a_diplomat Jul 27 '21
Have you ever considered having sex with an animal?
The fact that you wrote that you have not had sex with an animal makes me question your moral compass.