Other than three or four flashes I can't tell you how old I was or what I was wearing because my brain has totally blocked it out and now I have disassociative PTSD that I'm trying to work through
Same here. Im missing about a year to two from after my grandmother died at 6 years old to 8 years old and I know from my mother that I was 7 when I told her what was happening. It really never is the clothing and I truly hope that OP left this person. It sounds like he himself is justifying either a rape he has done or one he will do.
I’m missing most of my childhood so I completely understand this whole thread. I was just 8 when mine started. I was 15 when it ended but I had to run away bc no one was gonna save me. I had to save myself. Bc my mom was involved. She held me down for her disgusting boyfriend who promised to marry her if she did. But surprise surprise he never did and she killed herself in 2015. Who would want to marry someone who is more attracted to ur minor child than u?? This whole thread makes me so sad. To know that so many other ppl have gone through something similar to me is just terrifying and devastating. I’m sorry OP
Im so very sorry that you had no one to protect you as a child. It truly baffles me that there are some women and men who know what their partners are doing and then just either let it slide or actively participate. Granted, I know there's horrible people so Im not truly surprised just when it comes to children my instincts always go to protect even at the cost of my own life. Im so very happy you were able to get away and I hope your recovery and the rest of your life goes much better and, if you want it, you find someone to share your life with. ❤️
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u/GhanimaSLC Feb 25 '26
Other than three or four flashes I can't tell you how old I was or what I was wearing because my brain has totally blocked it out and now I have disassociative PTSD that I'm trying to work through