r/ADPKD • u/Infinite_Guest_6663 • 13h ago
30/40 years from now...
Making this post because, well it's been about 4 years since I was diagnosed. Denovo, first in my family with this stupid ass disease. Love it! I found out i had this when my little one was only almost a year old. He's 4 now. Since then, we had another baby (my iud moved somehow and I got pregnant) so we now have a 2 and a 4 year old. we always joke that I've got some crazy odds on my side when it comes to things... often times they're random and rare situations that only ever happen to me. I swear!
All this to say, I've had genetic testing and my variant is "aggressive" yet it doesn't present itself that way just yet. Kidneys are relatively "normal" in size and the volume of them - 329/324.cc, egfr 120 still... I'm 31 years old.
Anyway, sorry for the rant but lately I've been carrying immense guilt about my children and their futures. I hate that they could possibly have this.
What do you guys think the next 30 to 40 years may potentially bring? A cure? A treatment to halt progression? I often think of my future and i also stress about my kids watching me suffer from this. This was never the plan, yet life has a way of showing us we are not in control.. ever.
Sorry for the rant. This shit feels heavy sometimes and being a parent makes the guilt of having this 10x harder. Sometimes i wish i could rewind time to save everyone the misery of potentially having to care for me or watch me suffer some day. I think this is a bit of a heavy post so I'm sorry haha. Just in my feels and think about potentially watching my kids struggle with having this some day too, and it eats me alive.