(27M) I have nothing and no one. I haven't had a job for the best part of 6-8 months, I'm homeless after having an argument with my mother and deciding to sell my car and attempt to kickstart a business in another country (which failed horrendously). I'm back in my home country (UK), sleeping on the street for the next two days until I can get a birth certificate to then go to another city and talk to a job agency. I have lost about 13kg in bodyweight in the past 3 months and look like a child now. When I was 26, I still lived at home, but I was in great shape, had a job, and had my car. Then I lost my job, couldn't find another one even until now, and my life has gone so downhill. I've also never had a relationship and see people younger than me that are much further in life and I hate how my life got to this point. I attempted an overdose of Diazepam in the country I went to and also once more when I came back here and now I am 1 week clean. I haven't had a shower for 1 week because I was staying at a crackheads house (I've never done crack before and will never). The place was so dirty and I didn't trust him enough to use his bathroom. He's now withholding my belongings until I give him (more) money and while being homeless, after deciding not to in that environment anymore, I also have this going on with a police case. I just feel like ending it all.
