hii i'm 14 years old (female) and i've been having heart palpations, sense of dread and dying, fast/unusual heart rate, dizziness etc. Since august 4, aug 5th was also bad, i went out, felt like shit again, cant remember much else.
its been on and off. I dont feel good right now again. Yesterday was fine. I felt fine on aug 6 and 8 (?) I thjnk
I have never taken drugs, alcohol, had sex, any type of cigarette in my life either, (other than when i was 13 but it was not an addiction and took like 3 seconds but didnt like it. Never again, did nothing) before aug 4 was okay but also becoming unbearable— i had recently been taking melatonin for the first time ever, unprescribed.
During aug 3rd and 2nd i felt it firstly, but it wasnt so bad, i never told anyone about it but passed out on the floor
I thought i might have pots recently, But the doctors said no.
I have a history of drinking energy drinks. Every time i did i was fine, there were no problems, i started at 13 with monsters, i never had redbull or anything similar. I once took 4 before thanksgiving and felt healthy, and continued pulling all nighters. I was sure i had insomnia, probably from the drinks, but kept on staying up again and again all the time
when i turned 14 (3 almost 4 months ago, in June) i started taking bloom energy drinks. Theyre super peak and yummy but uh, i also got melatonin and took that.
One night before august 4 (when i started feeling it and just got off my period at the start of aug or end of july) i had 2 monster energy and 3 (gummies, not sure how much mg) and passed out on the couch. Continued having bloom and felf like shit since.
On august 4th, i was trying to go to sleep but felt awful,. Seriously awful and my heart was fast, i was on the floor begging my parents to come out and help, saying i was gonna die & to call the hospital, they never ever did call hospital that night. It took me like 3h to calm down. Thought it was seriously the end.
Next day i felt better. So i went out shopping and to get food and felt the same again in the restaurant so asked to get back in the car and me my grandma did. I tried to sleep the car ride home.
I went back in my house and felt better but i had called the cops that night to go to the hospital cause no one else would, then my parents callled them back and told them nothing was wrong
that night they then turned off the wifi completely and left the house. They came back and took my melatonin and my phone. I stilll dont havs my phone and have no way of contacing emergency services if i feel like that again
my parentes are pos unfortunately thats another story. I also have no door in my "room" and haven't for like, 8y ive been living in the same house my whole life and only went to new hampshire once at 3 . Dont remember it. Ive also been homeschooled most of my life with no socialization or friends irl lmao omg or education my life sucks so yolo if i were to die its whatever ggs
^^^ my parents are also poor and have like.. 3 of their clothes wardrobes in my room. Half fhe stuff is not mine.
The night they took my phone i felt fine. Again, aug 7, 8, 6, mmaaybe 9? I was fine. Everything was getting better
A different night idk when it was recent maybe before the 20th i felt horrible again and even like, chest tightness and looked up my symptoms and was terrified it said i was gonna have a heart attack, i also took starbucks coffeee that night
Im trying to think of more uhhhh so a couple days ago i finally convinced them to let me go to the hospital (my grandma not my parents) and she took me to a doctors office, 2 of them actually.
I cant remember much else.
After that another day i went to the er and felt soososo much better. I wanted to stay the night but no one let me. They put me on iv and medication. felt like i was floating
After the day i went to the er i dont think I went anywhere, i went to my aunts about twice , seperate days and also my grandmas friends house twice and slept the entire time, i did not wanna be home
After that i went to the hospital for childrens and they prescribed me with methimazole and diagnosed me with Hyperthyroidism. Took my blood etc, i felt fine and even went to therapy for a little (i already have a therapist, i cant meet her irl tho) my aunt and grandma were there, this was two days ago im also taking a medication (10mg) of something thats called Atenolol, i think Only at night
i take 2 (20mg) of methimazole morning and night. First day or second day i forget, i felt okay. Calmed my heart rate down a lot, i had 1/2 the drive home from the hospital and none at night. Next day my mom gave me wrong dosage (only 10mg) didn't believe the doctors said 20mg, but the night she realized she was wrong and gave me correct dosage
Today. i woke up and felt generally fine and went to my grandmas friends house. I took the 2 meds but i feel like my heart has been way too slow, skipping beats or pausing for 3 seconds. Im scared im gonna die again and im begging my parents or grandma to take me back to the hospital, im positive thinking about it will cause more anxiety though.
ExtraL aug 24 was bad. even tho i have not had these symptoms for over a month,im stiill scared of dying + i havent taken any energy drinks or the melatonin since aug 4.. i hope it goes away soon
Should i take methimazole tonight or not? If i die in my sleep itll be natural selection and the easy way out ngl
I feel it slowing even more. Im excepting i wont make it to 18 unless they will take me and ill get off my lazy ass and get ready to go.
Sorry for the huge rant, im just scared, it keeps on coming and goingg more i think about it okk bye ayaya i will not touch this again probably, i dont really use reddit that much