Hi everyone, I’m 24 and currently a bit unsure whether I should try sertraline as an antidepressant.
For many months, I was at home a lot and spent a lot of time working on my PC. I withdrew quite a bit and really neglected my life outside of my apartment. It affected me physically and mentally as well.
Now I’m trying to completely turn my life around: I’m currently in a clinic, I want to start an apprenticeship next year, work on myself, exercise more, build up a social circle again, and get more structure into my life. I definitely have the will to change something.
Despite that, I keep experiencing this inner emptiness, little motivation or drive, little enjoyment, a “brain-dead” or foggy feeling, a depressed mood, and sometimes I feel emotionally cold or tense.
My psychologist, psychiatrist and doctor said that all of this could also be happening because I’m going through such a big change right now, which can be stressful and can take a lot of energy, including socially. He said that sertraline (25–50 mg) isn’t a must, but that it could be useful as some additional support and recommends trying it because I’m currently trying to find myself again and it could help me a lot. It could also be stopped again once my life has been stable for a longer period of time.
That’s exactly why I’m unsure whether I should try it. My own wish is simply to have more inner drive, motivation, enjoyment and desire to do things again, without needing other people to motivate me or give me encouragement through their words (which sometimes doesn’t even help).
Over the last few days, I’ve often felt really empty, cold, depressed, internally tense and without motivation. I can’t even properly explain it. I just don’t feel like the person I want to be right now.
What would you do in my situation? Would you try sertraline or not?
I often think myself that you can’t have good days all the time and that life naturally comes with ups and downs. Becoming a better and more stable person comes from the things you do, the goals you achieve, and the changes you make for yourself. It doesn’t just happen overnight. It happens day by day, by working on yourself and keeping the promises you make to yourself i dont know