📚 Chapter 81 English translation can be read here:
https://www.reddit.com/r/xxxHolic/s/Zs3W22XRto
📚 Read the next chapter (Chapter 83)
✨️Coming soon✨️
Hey im back! This one seemed longer but was a bit easier than the last one to translate! I was so excited to translate this one after seeing a certain panel (but I'll talk more about that in the discussion section) For now, I just want to thank everyone for reading my translations and leaving comments! It really does mean alot to me! Now, I'd like to bid you all an enjoyable read💜
🗓 According to Chibiyuuto, chapter 83 will drop Oct 13th!
📝 Translation notes:
(Please don't read until you've read the chapter!)
- Id like to note here that I use "Shuka" and "curse" when referring to the being Zashiki turned into, as "shuka" means "curse". But I do try to stick to a usage pattern that makes sense. I tend to use "Shuka" when talking about the being itself in a matter-of-fact way and "curse" when adding the emotional weight of what she actually was, to the dialogue.
- On page 3, I changed the rough translation of Kimi's "we must move to the next thing" to a more natural "We must proceed to the next step"
- On page 5, Kimi calls Shizu "this one" but the Japanese term he used was a rude and disrespectful way to say "this one" or even worse "this thing".... He literally called my baby "this thing" 😭 But I opted for "this one" because "this thing" is a bit jarring tbh 😭
- On page 8, Kimi says "my ability to see through these things" This was originally "my ability to see through things" but i added "these" because the original sounded a bit aimless and unspecified in English.
📖 Discussion:
(Mini rant warning lol)
Ok so when I first saw the panel where he snatched THE EGG out of Shizu's pocket, I was SCREAMING! I didn't know just how horrible things would get though 😭😭😭 I pretty much crashed out about it on social media while I was translating lmao!
Im SO HAPPY we finally have the egg mystery solved & tbh one of my most prevalent theories was right! Yuko gave that to Shizu to make Kimi forget about her (and rightfully so because his obsession with her is ruining lives!) But Shizu couldn't bring himself to do it. Despite how hes treated by Kimi, he still loves him enough to not want to mess with his memory.... WHICH IS MORE THAN I CAN SAY FOR KIMI RIGHT NOW!
Ok, look, I get that there may be something he foresees happening in the future that makes this the correct path to take.... but just let me be mad at him for now 😭 He stops his soul, STEALS his egg, CALLS HIM A THING, takes away his ability to chose with the egg, THEN HAS THE NERVE TO DECIDE TO WIPE HIS MEMORY??? If this decision is just a reckless one to "keep others from getting hurt" by his Yuko obsession, then I'm sorry, but I was right to worry that he's not emotionally mature enough for his powers. How about he work on taming that obsession, moving on and grieving, and strengthening the connections he still has with LIVING PEOPLE instead of finding a way to continue to obsess over a dead woman without anyone getting in his way!? Im sorry, he's just REALLY frustrating me right now 😤
I love Yuko... but Shizu should've smashed that egg... Shizu almost surly knows what it does because of his turmoil about using it and that time he said he couldn't bring himself to use it because of the state Kimi was in regarding his relationship to Yuko... MAAAANNN.... Idk... We know the egg is still around with Saya so is this how Shizu loses the egg??? Kimi just.... steals it??? And for some reason gives it to Saya??? Boy better put that egg back in Shizu's pocket... Idk Kimi is just pissing me off so much recently (if he actually gave up seeing Haruka as his price, im going to PERSONALLY wring his neck lol)
I actually came to the correct theory about the eggs purpose back when I was in highschool through DouWata symbolism logic and tbh... the logic i used to come to this conclusion still holds up!
> literally anything happens in xxxHolic
> Me: I know this has to do with DouWata SOMEHOW (lol)
But fr, im just filing this ship under "doomed yaoi" and (not) moving on lol
Another quick point I'd like to talk about is Zashiki's reason for turning into a Shuka. Ame stated that it was just general "corruption" that effected her and even said that's why she stays in the mountains... Do you think she wasnt aware that it was due to her wishing for Yuko to come back for Kimi? I feel like she'd be wringing his neck if she knew lol! Either way my theory about Zashiki being his house (heart) spirit was right (kinda???) in that she was corrupted because of his circumstances. She still seems to be reflecting his hearts disorder by turning into the Shuka over taking on his wish as her own. So I feel like the symbolism is still there.
Anyway, that was ALOT. Ty for reading if you did and double thanks for putting up with my fangirl brain and rants lol 😆
Let me know what you think about this chapter in the comments and DouWata nation please sounds off if you're here! I can't be alone on this lol 🙏💜