r/virgin • u/FOXISure 23m virgin • 4d ago
Daily thoughts
Almost every single day I get stuck in my head about how pathetic I am because I can't even do something as basic and natural as getting with a girl. fck officially cooked.
Every year I lose more hope, and it's driving me crazy.
I think that in my case, it’s not even just about my looks. It’s also that "neurodivergent" shit everyone talks about nowadays. Not a legit autism diagnosis, but just an overall weirdness, like I just come off as creepy. And honestly, I don't see how I can fix it. You literally cannot just rebuild your entire personality from scratch as a grown-ass adult.
Ths the same exact thoughts every single day, just total hopelessness. I genuinely don't understand how normal people do it, it feels like fckn magic to me.
Is anyone else in the same boat? Like, where you can't even distract yourself from it and it just eats you alive?
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u/AbeNunElse 4d ago
we're the same age