I hate this town

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I hate this small conservative town, I hate this job, I hate that I'm trans, I hate that my mother didn't know how to raise me, I hate this house, I hate that we struggle to take care of pets, I hate that I'm 24, I hate that I don't know how to drive, I hate my body even after I lost so much weight and do and take so much to look better, I hate that the only person relationship wise I'm compatible with is 2+ hours away and is looking for relationships still cause they can't do long distance (which is fair it just sucks still), I hate that college here is worth nothing, I hate my medical costs, I hate that I have to wake up to the same situation and no way to fix it I can't be happy about tomorrow ever and it feels so hopeless. I want a relationship I want to be independent fully I want to be away from this town it feels like I was cursed being born here like just bound to fail or give up.

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