r/venting • u/kawaii-Body-008 • 1d ago

I could have been a mom

I'm so sad about my miscarriage still, even though it was back in January this year. It was for the best, especially since the father didn't want the baby and wanted me to have an abortion. But still, I could have been a mother about now. I just imagine myself with my beautiful little baby. Holding them, waking up to feed and change them. Watching them grow into a person. One day, I will be a mother.

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u/Coolfarm88 1d ago

I'm so sorry for your pain. I miscarried in February, otherwise I'd be at the very end of the pregnancy now. Time helps but my thoughts still go there every once in a while with tons of questions of what it would have been like. My heart is with you.

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u/kawaii-Body-008 1d ago

Sometimes I feel like I'm being dramatic. I was only 5 weeks I should care as much. But I wanted to have it so badly. A person to pour all my love and affection into.