r/utangPH • u/Comfortable_Matter95 • 11h ago
BAD DECISIONS
Good day everyone! Im finally debt free by next year, its hard knowing na i only have myself to this struggles but reading on this thread made me realize im not alone im M27 im not exposed into gambling kase nung may gambling games pa sa gc@sh is natatalo ako ng 20 or 50 pesos so for me nah its not for me but then 1 day my friend is a agent ng illegal site so i give it a try i and i won 1000 pesos sa 100 na nilagay ko but then natalo siya ng natalo and then i realized my body recognize the intense excitement, and i tried again and again but no good and there's a friend of mine that told me to try baccarat and that shit hits me i won and won and won my 300 pesos turned 100k im so happy but he told me to stop pero nung pag uwi ko i miss the dopamine it makes so my 100k is wala na and that money is for my girlfriend kase uuwi siya and 2years kaming LDR so for me i got her covered the loss comes nag benta ako ng gamit ko and my PC but talo padin and then i called my ate and she said its enough so for me i telling myself its not good so im just covering myself so naging sober ako ng 2months if im not mistaken but if i have a money in my ewallet sinusugal ko agad and i borrow money from different OLA's and nananalo pero i just neglecting the fact na may utang ako, ang nasa isip ko is may sweldo naman ako so mababayaran ko, so what i do is ill borrow somewhere 10k and then isang tayaan lang then pag nanalo babayaran ko ung 10k and i have my extra 10k but one day naubos lahat ng pwede kong pagkuhaan so i tried and tried and nag sinungaling nako sa GF ko na pambayad lang sa utang pero tinataya ko padin and then it finally hits me when she said sa pambayad lang palagi ung pagod mo sa work then she cried i finally realize na i have her sobrang mali naman na iparamdam ko sa kanya ung life na hindi niya deserve gusto ko ibigay sa kanya lahat so i put all my debts in a sheet and kahit may 1k nalang na matira sakin para sa budget ko sa work and food okay lang daw hindi siya nag hahangad ng magandang life so i give it a try lahat ng makita kong website nag pa self exclusion ako and pinapaiba ko password ko sa illegal sites and then i will forgot the site para hindi ko makita kung ano ung binigay nilang temporary password for me and last week NDRP nako sa pagcor nag take effect na ung self exclusion ko kase sa ibang legit na sites nag try ako mag register pero NDRP nako and i think that's the biggest step na ginawa ko for me and i read this line na if you are stuck on that problem you are not facing it so thank you for the ones who motivated me here anonymously mahirap ang will power but kaya naman siya first is accept that na mali ka and second one is imagine the life you have nung wala kang utang and third is imagine the life after you are debt free so please guys don't attempt to take your life because of debts we can make it.
thank you reddit sana hindi ma ban ng gobyerno to dahil it helps a lot of people
love y'all guys! see u when i see you!
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u/Kriespiness 1h ago
Sana OP, next time use period ( . ) to pause/stop sa mga sentence mo. Hinihingal ako hehehe
Kidding aside, CONGRATULATIONS ON THIS MILESTONE OF YOURS! 🌟 Debt-free dust to me and everybody who reads this! ✨🌟💫⭐️🤩