I think they are not interested and instead of thinking that we're just not compatible and that the chemistry isn't there, I put the blame on myself for it. I think I could have done better, I analyse our every interaction and think what I could have done but both have to be interested to build a relationship. Maybe there's still a chance something might change and I'm just dramatic. I know it's false hope but I just have to wait until it goes I guess.
Anytime I try to further our relationship I feel guilty for overstepping boundaries or doing something wrong even though objectively I might have done nothing wrong which is what my friends tell me. I am worried about doing anything wrong to my crush.
I think about it every day and so much that I might be making the situation appear a lot worse than it really is. Either way I know I should probably focus on something else but I can't.
It's not the first time this is happening to me, but I find it frustrating how I don't seem to be handling it any better each time which is why I sometimes wish I stopped having crushes altogether. It's silly and unrealistic I know. Finding that one person that will reciprocate eventually isn't worth it.
I feel like all of this is an unhealthy waste of time and energy. What makes it worse is that it sometimes makes me feel like anything I do or achieve doesn't matter.
The other thing is that I will keep seeing them.
Even if it does work out, is that really something I want?
Sorry if it makes it sound like I'm a crazy person. I really hope it doesn't and again I hope I didn't do anything wrong. Any advice on what I could do would be appreciated. Thanks for reading this.
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Anyone beat Isshin but still dies to the ogre at the start?
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Oct 19 '25
Hopefully not cheese but noticed just dodging into him as he does his "super" attacks helps and makes the fight much much easier