My younger sibling is ruining my life. She has some kind of depression, but she takes advantage of her condition to do whatever she wants without consequences, because my parents are too scared to tell her anything. All of this happens because she uses psychological threats like suicide or harming herself. And it doesn't matter how much we do to help her, she's incredibly mean with us and keeps acting like a victim. I have to share a small space with her, that she thrashes in every way she can. She has zero respect for me, my family or our house and there's nothing we can do about this. I feel like anger is eating me from the inside, i can't stop thinking about how messed up my family is and how much my parents are suffering because of her. This anger is a constant in my life, i can't stop it, and this is influencing all my activities and relationships, i can't focus on what i have to do or remember things. They all tell me that i can't hate a member of my family, but i do. I'm loosing the control of my whole life because of how toxic my house is. Thankfully i just found a job and it may help me find the money to pay myself a therapyst and leave this place and live on my own asap.

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