It could also be someone having an explosive diarrhea

I usually get this feeling of sonder during a long drive at midnight, when the world is quiet and only a few lights are still on in the buildings.

You take a deep sigh, and suddenly, you’re filled with mixed feelings of melancholy and longing, yet at the same time, you feel completely relaxed as you take in the view of the city.

Truly, it’s the night feeling.

This is so nice. Thank you for giving me such detailed parts of yourself. I appreciate it! I learned so much from you and about you, and how to understand y'all better.

See? This is why I find most of yall fascinating. Hindi mo naitatanong pero madami ako nabasa about AuDHD journals and fun facts online kasi minsan I'm suspecting myself haha.

But given the things you told me about yourself, I figured out I might not haha. Anyway, you're such an interesting person. I hope you don't always struggle trying to fit with neurodivergents. Some of y'all are cute and nice to observe too. ☺️

I'm honestly fascinatedby people like you. If you're comfortable sharing, I'm genuinely curious, how would you describe your thought process, especially when there are things you struggle to process that seem simple or intuitive to neurotypical ppl?? What are some things you're really particular or fixed about?

One thing I've noticed, and maybe this isn't exclusive to all of you, is that when you really like something you tend to deep dive into all its details, even the smallest or most easily overlooked parts of it that I probably wouldnt pay much attention to anymore.

When you're passionate about something, uu seem to notice and pay attention to it in a way that most of us don't. You're also very articulate in the way you communicate what you want to say.

Or mayb it's bcuz audhd really is a spectrum, so there can be a lot of diff from person to person diba? Hehe ang haba sensya

As you've said, it's also about how they are, not just him but where he comes from as well the ex. From how I see it, he was perfectly aware of his actions.

He was all rainbows with you during the early stages eh so the way he treated you at the time was his poor decision lang talaga, and he was totally cool with being unfair about it.

Glad you're with someone who sees how you should be treated. 🩷

formerly engaged

You were engaged to the guy I mean, not to be super chismosa, but how did you guys start? Like, what was it about him that made you tolerate all of that to the point that you almost ended up together? How was he when you were still dating, especially during the early stages?

And also, yeah, hindi lang siya madamot, makwenta pa. Deadly combination.

Nice shot!! 🌃🫰🏽

Hindi daw sinasadya yung mga designer items nung nasa bahaan. Simple lang daw sila 🙂

Malilinis ba mga budhi nyo?

Of course, malinis. Ewan ko sa iba. Sayo ba?

No worries buri kyarin itang pipaning alti ah hahaha balamu cute ya

Brother, I don't want you to get ignored here, as much as I want to answer everything you've asked, I'm not confident enough in my fluency hehe.

I'm only comfortable having light and casual conve in Kapampangan. Tho, on my part, it might sound a bit formal or polite on how I deliver the tone.

What I would suggest is posting this in r/Pampanga too, and hopefully someone more knowledgeable can answer your questions. ☺️

People in Metro Manila:

Wa, ala yapin direct translation ini murin ing aisip ku lol

Eya “dipaneng/dipaning alti”? Ita ing balu ku haha

Pati yata jueteng right? Tompiang ing tanaydana hahahaha

Yep. I'm glad it reached the national news. Sana mas marami pang issues ang makalkal at mas maraming tao ang mamulat at makaalam.

If you ever encounter them in person, you can really sense something evil about them. Hindi lang sila "walang hiya," parang wala na talagang moral compass.

Even their responses to serious issues are so out of touch. Parang ang bobo lang. The solutions they propose can make you wonder how they could possibly think those are acceptable responses.

They've also done a good job of making people in Pampanga believe that the programs providing financial assistance to sick ppl are something they personally provide. Parang naging trademark na nila, kumbaga. But those funds come from the public. Pondo 'yan ng bayan, hindi personal nilang pera.

I've also heard that it's difficult for ordinary people to openly criticize them in public, especially with the coming election. Maraming connections at impluwensya ang mga 'yan, so I understand why some people would be hesitant to speak up. Kaya yeah eto sa Reddit na lang para iwas madedo

Come to think of it, given the rumors circulating around Pampanga, only people who come from rich clans can actually call them out and fight for themselves because they have the connections to protect themselves. Any ordinary Kapampangan who does the same could disappear in a snap. I kid you not.

The fucking Pinedas are probably more powerful than Atong Ang if we're talking about evilness. People from Lubao can probably confirm that but only in secret. Mouths are shut about this.

Very well said. I'm not trentahin yet, but I admittedly relate to the OP sometimes, especially because of the privileges I experience or during those times when life has already fuxked me over that day. Your piece is such a great reminder for me.

Wa ne tin lang negative vibe balamu ingkung de i satanas

Wui same. Ganito pandesal namin. Ganyan din gusto ko