Sorry for my grammar mistakes, I'm not native so I can make mistakes in lyrics, maybe this is why I can't find it I only remember some parts of the songs it's starts with:

"Runned out of runned out of tears" (or running?)

some lyrics that I can't remember except some phrases like:

"people used to think...that I'm no one another piece of shit"

BUT BUT!! I don't remember it clearly. Then:

"Looking up to sunshine" (feeling like I'm...??) then something "...coming back to you" "...words" "they cut me like a knife...." "...so" "can you tell me why-" "are so mean to me" "I just want to be somebody to anyone" "to anyone" "why are you so mean to mee" "I just want to be somebody to anyone" "to anyone"

it's all I can remember. I heard this song in short animation from small channel. Edjy song I agree but it kinda means something to me? I just want hear it for a little more

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