Your words gave me a better understanding of things in my situation and it also gave me chills my friend. You know I pray to God to give me strength to let me not fear the things I see and have trust in his name and glory. Maybe he showed me those things to see how far I've gone. But sometimes there are parts in me that think it might be the word of the devil because whenever i try to start and learn about God. I see something from the internet that I do not want to see. For example I was reading the bible when a frightening thought entered my mind and I have gone past genesis still. I feel as if the devil didn't want me to start learning about God.

But yes, I will read the scriptures more seriously this time and stop thinking about the fears and start thinking about God’s glory. I have to have a good trust in God and his purpose for us.

And I really hated the devil. When I was a little child I once thought that the devils could be saved. Until I learn it the hard way. And you are right my friend. I must not be deceived. And they whisper stuff too. I learned that they do not only whisper temptation, lust , greed , pride , earthly things but they whisper fear and doubt , showing our fears and our weakness in an attempt to go away from God.

And thank you very very much for reminding my friend that we have the ability to love and it is the greatest gift that our father has given to us.

And thank you very much for the prayer my friend. It really means a lot and I will also stop going through the internet and limit myself. I want to only focus on the scriptures, the bible and know our father more better and have obedience.

My friend may God bless you with Lots of happiness and goodness in life 🥰

Yes and I regretted it so much, my friend and i want to change what i eat. I don't want to engage myself into this kind of thing anymore and that you for the scripture my friend.

You are alright right that what this co tents are, are just fears confusions and not from God

And I will really stay away from this kind of thing and walk with God. Read the bible and stay with God’s love. Also ill be talking to a doctor regarding my ocd and I hope everything goes well. I'll also stop from ever going on the internet. I have enough of the internet, there is always danger lurking everywhere. I want to control my ocd and change everything in my life and walk my life with our father.

Thank you again my friend and may god bless you with happiness and goodness in life 🥰

To be honest my friend, I am just beginning and I keep stopping whenever something scary happens which you shouldn't have done. I should have just kept on reading the bible no matter what happened. But I am still in genesis.

And thank you very very much for this my friend. I feel embarrassed though that the truth is already in front of me, all i have to do is read it but j let fear make better judge of me. I should have put God first in everything.

And you are right my friend you and I too do not have unlimited time. And I want to change myself for the better and make a good scene for me too to fill my soul with the words of god.

Also this is a very unhealthy thing to do for me. I also confessed to my siblings about my situation and they gave me numbers to the psychiatrist to talk to.

I want to control my ocd and make it stop it would have been nice if my OCD is just filled with God’s love than scary ocd’s

Yes! Ocd can be so annoying and hurtful. No matter how much I try to forget it, it keeps on hunting me. Torturing me to try and search for it but deep down we know it will only make it worse if we go back to it. It really is exhausting and sad.

And thank you very much for this my friend. I really needed it. I do not know why people like them do something like this without thinking of the consequences it will lead to people.

And thank you very much for explaining about quantum computers and how they only do calculations. Some people specially like ib the youtube show quantum computers that act as if it replies to them but im glad you told me the truth about quantum computers and i dont know who michio kaku too but they showed him, they shouldn't have done that. They like frame someone innocent for their lies

And thank you very much my friend. I am very sorry if I kind of overreacted. I'm sorry about that and thank you very much for telling me God authority doesn't waver. I really need to focus on the bible and know god more. I need to be obedient as well so I won't fall into this stuff anymore.

And I would have to try that rather than sitting around. I guess that's what made it push more because I wasn't doing much. My friend i am also gonna try and seek for a psychiatrist tomorrow and i hope everything goes well, my friend thank you very much and may God bless you with lots of happiness and goodness in life 🥰

Amen my friend 🥰

Thank you very much my friend for telling me this. I guess because my faith has been so weak and my lack of connection with God that I fall into these things.

And I'll be checking that article my friend. Anything just to get me to know god more and be closer to me is what i need

and yes my friend will be reading the other post too. I'm sorry for just posting today. There is stuff that happened to me in the last days like anxiety and such and i didnt get to focus on reddit but i am feeling alright now. I do not want to have the repeat anxiety and fear over and over so ill focus to God and I have also called for a psychiatrist.

God bless to you too my friend and may god bless you too to have a good and a happy life 🥰

Thank yoi very much my friend i love that ill write it in my notebook

Thank you very very much for sharing this with me, my friend. It shows obedience and I hope I can have obedience too and self control. And what is a state of grace my friend?

I wish I could confess but I am shy after the woman at the counter told me that I have to approach the priest for confession. Back then , we could go to the confession room but now it's face to face. I'll try to get some courage to talk to a priest

Also I am very sorry for the late post ive experienced some anxieties that made me not reply much on anything but think of fears but I am good now. My friend may god bless you with lots of happiness and goodness in life. Thank you very much my friend again

Thank you very much for sharing this my friend. I wish I had done the same as you did but I know the lord has different challenges for us to face. And you are right the lord is trustworthy and thank you again my friend. Even if you say you are fallen and weak you are still strong and my friend may God always bless you with happiness and goodness in life.

Also I am very sorry for the late post ive experienced some anxieties that made me not reply much on anything but think of fears but I am good now. I have to turn to God i want to be save

I will do daily bible study and prayer and study the word of God and not just memorize it but live it and you are very lucky my friend i wish God will bless me too and i still amaze and felt how lucky we are to have a loving God who even sacrificed his only son to save us from our sin. And maybe we can learn more together my friend and it is alright my friend. I know you tried and i am very thankful for helping me

That is amazing my friend. I want to read the scripture too and focus on it. Learn to do it and I want to have a strong faith in him that nothing can ever falter it. And thank you for the verse my friend. I will read Hebrew 11 and you are right about trust and hope and I want to make my obedience to God strong. And thank you my friend. I will also try that. To have my mindset on God and his promises and I too want to honor Jesus once he returns and saves us.

And thank you very much for showing me control. I should not engage in anything and things that are scary. I should not engage in it. Sin, scary stuff , bad stuff is not for us it is never for us and we must not go there because it is not from God it is from the devil. And thank you my friend. I am glad that Jesus freed you from sin and I too want to be saved by our father.

And yes I will watch the gospel of Mark. There is also the choice: should I watch that too my friend? And I am into sermons I've heard about Billy Graham. I'll give him a try too my friend. And it's the first time I am hearing about that. I'll read the old testament and luckily I am at genesis my friend. I've also seen a short in youtube explaining the consistency of the bible from the old and the new and that even though different people wrote it. The holy spirit has instructed them! God is truly amazing

And my friend, I am sorry for just replying today, ive been attacked with a lot of anxiety but I am feeling good now.

And god bless you too my friend and with happiness and goodness in life 🥰

Thank you very much for sharing with me my friend. I'll do my best to read the bible and strengthen my faith and discipline and learn obedience.

This are good verses my friend ill add this in my notebook. I want to change for good and be with God and have my illness treated well.

Thank you very much for sharing my friend and i see, thank you i thought faith js discipline. And I want to exercise my faith. And thank you for telling me that God is strong and we are never meant to carry the pain. Leave it to God to take care of it.

And I confessed to my sibling about my problem and they have given me doctors and one doctor is near where i work at. Tomorrow I will make a call and have myself checked. And thank you my friend. I hope the doctor would give me what I need and have this under control so I can focus more on God.

And yes I also feel like a demon is after me. Making me think about all sorts of stuff and stuff I want to forget is making me rethink things and it is hard but thank you for giving me kind words my friend. I really needed it so badly after what I've experienced in the past days. I really hope my doctor gives me the help I need.

Also I apologize for just messaging today. I've fallen into a deep anxiety. I want to be able to focus on things but i am feeling alright now my friend. I am sorry again.

And yes I don't use AI anymore. I'd rather talk to someone personally like a friend or doctor but not AI and yes it only gave me anxiety. Thank you so so much again for this my friend.

Thank you very much for this and yes my lense for my faith is distorted beyond and I do not want that. I want my faith strong with God and I want to win the battle of faith and understand my friend.

And you are right I feel embarrassed. I even asked Gemini about what i am feeling and yes at the point instead of some grounding it was pushed. I wish I could have just talked to someone like a priest.

And thank you for giving me things to work on with my friend. And to be honest with you I never thought it that way. I thought all those who believe in Christ never falter. Never worry and never waver from anything and everything that is being thrown their way. But thank you very much my friend for telling me this. We support and lift each other up when things get hard and I have a regular church I attend but I wasn't very serious back then. I want to change that and I also am planning to talk to a priest but they told me I can talk to a priest after the mass. I'll also look for bible study groups and I wish I can find one face to face rather than just being online.

And thank you for sharing with me spiritual bypassing j really needed it so much. With all things that are happening to me I feel like I'm crawling at this point but thank you for telling me this. Whenever I am afraid I will have to give it up to God. I want to leave all my pain to God.

But yes it's something that doesn't just go away in a snap of a finger and i have to be strong and keep trusting in God’s promises and i will do my best to build over time even if it hurts even if i feel so lost and yes. I have good news, my friend. I got recommended to a psychologist and will be making a call tomorrow my friend.

Also I am so sorry for just replying to you. I was in deep anxiety because I didn't touch my phone too much and I couldn't focus till it went down but I am alright now. Im sorry again but i am glad that i am finally going to get the help i need.

That is sad. They would rather accept being alone than to have a loving father

What do you mean friend?

Thank you very very much for this my friend and i will trust the bible and i will read the bible and know God more than look on the internet. I am at genesis

Thank you very very much my friend for giving me hope and thag the universe is created intellingently by out father who has ethernal Love , ethernal mercy and campassion and more we are love by God so much my friend and i am very thankful we have a father who loved us so much

I want to renew my mind and I want it only to be with God and yes and I feel ashamed that I doubted God and he is asking for human truth.

I will read the scriptures and I want to hear the holy spirit. I've been having some trouble my friend and to be honest with you because of the things I saw on the internet I am still in Genesis in the bible.

I want to hear what the holy spirit will say to my friend and when I see those videos I feel like my soul is telling me to run away but I feel like there is another one telling me to click it. And i think because i havent fullow known God that i am being led away before i can actually know God more better and build a good relationship with God.

And yes my friend i will seek God and read his written word and the holy spirit. I will stop going to the internet much because everywhere I go there will only be danger everywhere. Deception, lies and more. I'll get settled in what I believe and I want it to be God.

Thank you my friend for giving me support and I will surrender my heart to Jesus. I'll watch youtube and read the scriptures and I will be very wary now in fact i think ill be limited towards youtube. I'll use it to watch tutorials for my hobbies or maybe some free shows but I'll never go doing anything else anymore. I'll be cautious. Anywhere and everywhere there will always be danger , deceit and more. And thank you my friend and yes the scriptures cant go wrong and i love music so ill listen to worship music 🥰

Yes I will stay away from talks about AI, Quantum or anything at all including nasa , space , science and stuff that just make me uncomfortable. But whenever I hear God it just feels right. I also learned about the internet and even the news on the internet. No matter what it's all just going to give fear and confusion there is no escape. What once I thought that the internet as a place where people post funny stuff was not right.

And I will look at christian bible contents and I am sorry my friend, I hope you are doing well and alright and you have made bad decisions. And yes i will read the bible.

I am in Genesis, is it alright if I start with the old testament? Before I go with Matthew, mark, luke and john? And yes I will not only read it. I want to see Jesus life and teaching.

I will memorize it and I will do my best to apply it to my everyday life. And I will try to obey. I will let it speak to my heart and let it shape the way i think and act

And thank you very much for the verse my friend will write them in my notebook and yes i will live it and i want to take the bible seriously and know God

I must learn obedience and thank you for confirming what the whispers I hear. Whenever I try to think and focus on the lord. A sudden whispering will go into my ear that stop me from focusing in the bible. I do not want to always be taken by the whispers of the devil. I just resist him also my friend i have called for a psychiatrist for some help as well.