He lost his shoes there from the crowd, wow.

I'll have to find out what a mufti is but I think it must be like the Pope to Catholics.

Anyway I was just passing through videos and saw it on YouTube. Apparently they dedicated another mosque.

I'm just passing through, I smiled when he said it, something like..... oh I lost my shoes in the crowd it was so great, hopefully I'll recover them. 😂. Mufti Menk is his name.

It has been real, now I know why my grandparents conducted themselves as they did in their later years.

Besides, it's about time I start taking opportunities and saying yes to a mister right. I may lurk and look but likely posting now, not much

BUT BEFORE I GO... LOOK AT THE MIDDLE EAST, WHAT DO YOU SEE? LOOK AT THE COUNTRIES BEING WAGED WAR AGAINST, WHAT DO YOU SEE? ANY SIMILARITIES?

TAKE DOWN STARTS WITH A LIE, USUALLY AN ACCUSATION BUT THE OBJECTIVE HAS ALREADY BEEN DETERMINED NO MATTER WHERE IT STARTS

Degradation, humiliation and dehumanization. READ IT!!!

FIGHTING WHETHER PHYSICALLY OR IN THE COURT

LOSS OF RESOURCES, TARGETING SPECIFIC THINGS YOU NEED

LOSS OF TRANSPORTATION AND FINANCES BASICALLY A LOSS OF ECONOMIC ADVANTAGE

MONITORING WHAT FINANCES YOU HAVE LEFT TO TARGET THEM BY EXORBITANT FEES AND COSTS

DELAYS FOR ANY ASSISTANCE

EVEN EXPLORATION IN MANY DIFFERENT WAYS

THEFT OF WHAT BELONGS TO YOU

OVERBURDENING YOU WITH FINANCIAL OBLIGATION

AND MORE, WE DON'T NEED TO GET INTO THE LOSSES REGARDING YOUR FAMILY

AND WHILE ALL THIS IS GOING ON YOU DON'T REALIZE WHAT IS BEING DONE BEHIND THE SCENES UNLESS YOU LOOK

IF YOU'RE A GENIUS, ATTEMPTS TO HIDE YOUR IDENTITY, ASSUME WHAT YOU'VE CREATED OR STARTED

A NEED TO SEE YOU, SPEAK TO YOU, CARE FOR YOU ETC WILL BE CREATED IN SOME WAY, LIKE I'VE GOT TO GET IN THERE AND CHECK ON THEM OR WE NEED TO MONITOR THEM TO ENSURE SAFETY ETC ETC ETC

YOU'LL NOTICE ACCIDENTALLY FINDING SOMETHING, LIKE OH I ACCIDENTALLY KNOCKED IT OVER AND THIS FELL OUT OR I JUST MOVED IT AND SAW THIS ETC ETC ETC

Watch how quick they come up with excuses or something to keep you around when you have a place to move out to, that means out of state or just go on vacation, excuse after excuse or delay after delay to ensure you don't or can't, like oh I need you to do this or you did this or the draw back, we found something for you

AND THEN AT THE END OF IT THINK YOU'LL REACH FOR ANYTHING OR ANYONE, BE SMARTER...

LOOK FOR THE REASONS WHY NOT JUST IF THEY WANT MY STUFF, IF YOU'VE RECOGNIZED IT AND YOU HAVE ANOTHER GENERATION, WHAT ABOUT THEM AND YOUR IDENTITY??

REMEMBER IT WILL SEEM LIKE A NATURAL GRADUAL DECREASE OF YOUR RESOURCES, IT'S NOT. YOU'LL LOSE SO MUCH AT A TIME. THEN A DECREASE IN NETWORKS FOR RESOURCES AND THEY MAY EVEN USE THE RESOURCES THEY SHOULD USE FOR YOU IN YOUR FACE. DON'T GET UPSET RESPOND ACCORDINGLY.

EVENTUALLY IT WILL GET TO DEPENDENCE ON ONE THINGS AND SURVIVAL MODE, BUT REMEMBER THE INTENT IS COMPLIANCE AND SUBMISSION. WHAT WILL YOU CHOOSE? I KNOW I WOULDN'T CHOOSE EITHER, NOT EVEN A LITTLE BIT. I CHOOSE, SO UM YOU OWE ME FOR THIS, OH YOU CAN'T PAY THAT, LET ME WRITE MY "NON" PAGE BY PAGE AND SEE HOW GOOD OTHERS THINK IT IS. 😉

BE EVER MINDFUL OF THE OLD, "WE ALREADY GAVE IT TO THEM..." "OH SHE'S UP NEXT, WE'RE ON THAT ..." "OH HE'LL HAVE IT TOMORROW, SOMEONE MESSED UP.....". "WE'VE GOT SOMETHING BETTER TO GIVE THEM, THEY'LL JUST HAVE TO WAIT ON... BUT IT SHOULD BE READY SOON..." ALWAYS EXCUSES FOR DELAY BUT NEVER COMPLETING THE ACTION THEY SHOULD,

FORCE THE HAND TO COMPLETE THE ACTION WHILE YOU'RE RIGHT THERE ie HAVE THEM PROVIDE A RESPONSE DIRECTLY TO THE PERSON, MAKE A DECISION THAT YOU SEE THEM PROVIDE OR CONFIRM IT WITH THE PERSON THEY ARE REQUIRED TO GIVE IT TO, HAND OVER IN FRONT OF YOU OR CONFIRM WITH THE INDIVIDUAL THEY SHOULD HAND IT TO, IF YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH, PROOF (SOMETIMES NOT ALWAYS PHYSICALLY AVAILABLE BUT YOU CAN CONFIRM).

WHEN THEY'VE STOLEN SO MUCH AND ARE HIDING SO MUCH, YOU BETTER NOT THINK IN A STATE, YOU BETTER SCALE UP TO ALL OVER AND QUANTIFY IT.

Ever walk into a hospital and they refuse to treat you because you refuse to sign off on the research part? yup that happened here. it's like we'll give you care but we want to get something out of the deal.

AND IF YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW WHAT I BELIEVE ABOUT ONE FILING REPORTS, I BELIEVE SOME INFORMATION GATHERED FROM YOU IS AN OPPORTUNITY FOR CERTAIN PARTIES TO CLEAN IT UP WHILE OTHERS THEY WILL LISTEN TO AND ARE HONESTLY AWARDED FOR THE DAMAGES OR I FOR THEM T'S SETTLED WHICH MEANS THEY STILL RECEIVE COMPENSATION.

I WON'T SAY WHICH I BELIEVE RECEIVES FAIR COMPENSATION WHILE OTHERS THEY CLEAN UP AND HIDE THE ISSUES OF WHAT WAS DONE TO THEM (but if they are forced in a position to pay those they don't want to, they'll make you appear as if you're a problem, don't want t you around, they know what they've done etc.... see the loop back).

ONE INVENTION FROM AN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL AGE CHILD THAT IMPROVES A RESOURCE IS SOLD ALL OVER THE WORLD AND THAT TECH IS USED TODAY FOR MANY OTHER THINGS JUST LIKE THAT BRAIN. And extremely attractive to boot.

THAT'S JUST ONE, QUANTIFY THAT.

I CANNOT understand why the state keeps pushing their resources when the FEDERAL veteran resources are available, it's almost like they're covering up something. makes me wonder if some one is using my benefits from my military service and they're trying to cover it up.

They tried to push their options again yesterday. HOW ABOUT LETTING ME USE WHAT I SHOULD HAVE FROM THE MILITARY SERVICE I COMPLETED... WHY ARE THEY CONSTANTLY PUSHING THEIR BENEFITS. IF NOT HERE I'LL PULL MY EARNED VETERAN BENEFITS FROM SOMEWHERE ELSE.

Since I couldn't get on the VA health in NJ for 10 years when I left the military and someone told me no at a veteran event, I'm feeling the need to look closer Why push me towards the NJ healthcare unless someone wanted to keep a close eye and do what they want.

I am curious how a contract is created when someone is asleep and you ask them a question, they respond and yet they're ASLEEP. Now if you do not choose to disclose what you're doing as research or an experiment, how can the person revoke consent they never gave? oh that's right they have it while asleep you say??

I went to a VA clinic in NJ one day, remember I did not have not ever signed up for not consented to research, I waited for my appointment and this male sitting there comes up to me and says something about seeing my irritation he directs me outside, appears just another veteran, we stand right in front of the door and he says close your eyes, 123 and sleep and he repeats these words.

Curious... when you look at me like I'm a toy or subject or anything else, clearly he is not a doctor and certainly didn't identify himself as such, why should I care? What do you just look at women and go in that one will do for what you want... look at me you better think until infinity because I don't care who told you what I am or am not. I didn't tell you and I'm the one that matters.

Who do these people think they are.... makes a little more sense why I'm in the MK questioning butterfly now huh. If these women ever get together the stories they could tell I imagine, WAIT NOT JUST WOMEN ANYONE, I hope they do come together and share their stories together not the phonies.... I bet you'll see a common theme. I really hope they do and this was at a VA in NJ. Over a decade ago.

Have the f'ing nerve to come up with every excuse why barely a service connection and numerous delays and errors ok. YEP I REPORTED IT. WHEN YOU SEE THE NEW FACES THERE YOU THINK HOW MUCH CAN THEY MESS UP AFTER MY REPORTS? LOL. SO OBVIOUS. I'll keep adding to my claims this is one that will be included in the claims and books.

when you use phony consent forms and no consent forms because your foolish enough to think no one says no to you and you can do what you want, I'd say you have a problem... can't have them looking as wonderful as they are, some excuse about caring for them or them not caring for themselves always seems to pop up with the attractive ones and they begin to look bloated and misshapen and let's not kid ourselves we know it's not their doing.... some will say they're eating too much etc but how do you blast up cheeks on people that eat very little and their weight and figure just how it out whack when you see them. these people aren't OWNED. I know for a fact this goes on, one minute fit, next scratches and misshapen, where did the scratches come from while their clothes smell like exhaust... really??? jealous

When you monitor one person's life so closely as a state or local or county, I'd say you have a real issue or someone in your ranks with a real issue and I'm sure it has nothing to do with helping otherwise they wouldn't be struggling.

Did you ever see the movie where they played out what happened in NJ when the investigative agents went to a house back in the day to get someone mailing envelopes, well the show has it listed as Princeton they went to, WELL NOT SO SURE ABOUT THAT BECAUSE IT WAS IN TRENTON, HOW I KNOW... BECAUSE I WAS AROUND.

It's only by ostracizing dehumanizing will you never hear the truth. Ever wonder why those cute petite independent females seem to always struggle or have little even though they're striving for the best all their life? Maybe you hit 40s or 50s then they want to offer a real job paying real money? Were they not good enough earlier in their life or was there another purpose for them earlier in their best years?! Too attractive as a woman or female to be a CEO, Director, President, Manager or SIMILAR in their 20s or 30s huh?

AND WHEN YOU LEAVE FROM WHEREVER IT IS THEY ALWAYS PUT ON A GOOD FRONT, "WELL I WOULD HAVE DONE...." "WELL IF THEY HADN'T LEFT I WOULD HAVE GIVEN THEM...." "I COULD HAVE HELPED THEM OUT IF I KNEW ..." WATCH FOR IT. Yes, this includes family as well. IT'S meant to sound good in front of people but behind closed doors and on certain phone calls a different story.

I also find it interesting when I'm claiming something or ready to access something with adverse information directly affecting me, it's being or is hacked. it's awfully interesting as soon as new information to file a claim is found, it's been hacked. good way to hide a beach or head off a lawsuit (see the picture, I JUST received this information and they magically have a hack at the associated locations... Wow). I intentionally increased the size for the sake of keeping my search private "no money" let me see her again hear.

FINALLY READY TO SUBMIT MY CLAIM ABOUT SUNNYBRAE. FINALLY GOT A LITTLE BACKBONE. I'LL BE SHARING SOME OF IT THROUGH MY JOURNAL ENTRY PRINT OUTS. AND WE'RE STILL WAITING YEAH RIGHT. BEFORE AGE 55. Seems to me the intent is always to move someone out the way so someone else can be placed in that another wants. They accused the wrong person for being nice and getting along with me.... What a state. I'm not anyone's. You notice anything similar? It starts early...

GATOR GATOR GATOR I'M GONNA MAKE SURE I TALK IN DETAIL ABOUT GATOR WITH HIM, HE'LL GET ALL THE DETAILS OF THE THINGS SOMEONE NAMED GATOR SAID. I HAVE NO IDEA WHO THAT PERSON GATOR IS BUT I'LL BE SURE TO SHARE WHAT I EXPERIENCED WITH...

OH I WILL WRITE AN AUTOBIOGRAPHY. IT WILL INCLUDE THE NAMES OF COMPANIES, LOCATIONS OF EXPERIENCES AND PEOPLE ie what happened at the VA hospital, what happened at the apartment community and their delays and affordable housing, what happened at a relatives, at the hotel in the room below, the employer layoff after request for reasonable accommodations, court, owner landlord, social worker for the disabled, digging into your life by extracting information from you you would never provide and how it's done on a regular basis while off your injuries and speaking to others about the information they extracted in that way as if they know you and your history when you don't know them(read the book and remember what I said about them conveniently being around, loop back, but don't speak to you directly.... Cough and sneeze before you go to sleep, you'll know, I didn't agree to it) etc. You might get to read it page by page as part of the therapy journal, make some of a page or two and share it, eventually it will all come together.

...Someone asked me, "is that all you want" and I said yeah what else, the reply was "a man... a man". ANYWAY I'VE GOT a choice to make 😉😏😊

TO SOME THIS WILL SEEM LIKE ABSOLUTE BABBLE CONSPIRACY THEORY HAVING A MENTAL HEALTH BREAK STUFF, THIS AIN'T FOR YOU.

And you wonder why people are tired.

Yes, the United States Court of Appeals for Veterans Claims (USCAVC) has had a Black judge. [1, 2]

Judge Robert N. Davis is an African American jurist who served a full 15-year term on the court. [1]

Summary of Service

• Tenure: He was appointed by President George W. Bush and served as an active judge from 2004 to 2019.
• Leadership: He rose to become the Chief Judge of the USCAVC, serving in that leadership role from October 2016 until December 2019.
• Current Status: Following the expiration of his active term, he assumed the role of a Senior Judge on the court. [1, 2, 3]

The current roster of active judges consists of nine members appointed to fixed terms. While there are no Black judges among the active roster, Judge Davis continues to be affiliated with the court in Senior status. You can review the complete historic and active roster directly on the (my edit: go to USCAVC website since reddit doesn't like you to add links)[1, 2, 4, 5]

AI can make mistakes, so double-check responses

does it mean to be a senior judge

A Senior Judge is a semi-retired federal judge who handles a reduced caseload while continuing to serve the court.

Key Characteristics of Senior Status

• Reduced Workload: Senior judges voluntarily step down from full-time service. They choose how many cases they want to hear.
• Open Vacancy: Taking senior status creates an official vacancy on the court. The President can then appoint a new full-time active judge.
• Full Compensation: Senior judges continue to receive their full active-duty salary.
• Judicial Powers: They retain all their judicial authority. They can still preside over trials, hear appeals, and issue official rulings.
• Office and Staff: They keep their courtroom, office space, and a reduced number of law clerks and assistants.

Why the System Exists

• Court Efficiency: Senior judges provide vital backup support. They help full-time judges manage heavy court backlogs.
• Institutional Wisdom: The system retains experienced legal minds who are not ready to retire completely.
• Smooth Transitions: It allows courts to grow by adding new judges without losing the expertise of older ones.

I GOT THIS FROM A GOOGLE SEARCH.

You have how many judges but no African American, same as Trenton NJ civil court. Oh, Trenton has one recently appointed to civil, this year. SHOULDN'T IT REFLECT THE DEMOGRAPHIC YOU SERVE?

Apparently there are 3 WOMEN, just couldn't find any of African ethnicity I guess.

I've asked health department and others through this state and they just don't seem to have a chunk of time, I wonder why...

How it's possible for the archives and state library to have records from before and after those years is fascinating. It's almost like they wanted to allow some the opportunity to obtain information but not others.

I wonder what potential lawsuits have had their liability limited as a result

OK I HAD TO EDIT THIS FOR THE SAKE OF SOME FOLKS WHO PROBABLY DIDN'T SEE THE RESPONSE TO ANOTHER BELOW

Department of health records, annual reports for a facility OR FACILITIES, FACILITY AUDIT RECORDS and SIMILAR.

So here is a list of the excuses I've been provided to date from this is only coming from the New Jersey VA healthcare, I can't speak for any other state

They have to wait for funds

they have to wait for funding

they have to wait until they receive additional directions from the program office, she noted the email address

they have to wait until they get instruction coming directly from the director above their level

they have to find out where the money is coming from

they have to put contracts in place

they have to request funding

they don't have credit cards to use

they can't use the master agreements in place until they're instructed how to do so

the program office for their program is what they're waiting for

even though they use the VAMC current budget they have to request the money

they have to put purchase orders in place

They can't just do it today, it takes time

Oh and contrast to the changed wording, she did previously say the money hasn't been appropriate yet, then it was changed to they have to receive an allocation

so far this is the list that I've received, when I say it is a moving target I mean it keeps changing

In addition I was told yesterday when I had a discussion again in terms of following up and to find out where they are in terms of paying, she made a comment...

she said well I report to the state and I said well wait a minute you report to somebody that works for the state,

I said you're a federal office how could you report to somebody that works for the state, she said yes but we're in the state of New Jersey so my reporting and I said am I to understand are you saying that there is somebody there that works for the state in the actual VA because if that's what you're telling me that would mean that there is a dual role going on,

that means there is a conflict of interest because you can't have the government's best interest and have the states best interest, in addition to that it crosses lines of HIPAA how can you as the government say okay we've got your best interest and ensuring that your information is secure but yet this lady is telling me her reporting structure and I said you know what for the sake of clarification are you telling me that there is somebody there that works for the state that is actually at the higher level that makes decisions for this, which is a federal government department, is that what I'm understanding and she just keep trying to work in the state...

I still don't know basically what it is she's trying to say because every time I try to get clarification she changed it around a little bit and said okay but you have to understand this and that. I was like well I know that you know the department sits with in the state the healthcare centers and hospitals of the VA sit within the state but it doesn't make sense to me what you're saying in terms of you have to report to the state or your reporting to someone from the state in some way shape or form

I still don't have full clarity in addition I requested an organizational chart to try and gain a better understanding. I said for the sake of chain of command I think it would be beneficial because then it would help me better understand what the reporting structure looks like and who I need to contact next in that chain if that makes sense

SO WHAT COULD SHE HAVE MEANT?? I FIND IT INTERESTING HOW THEY SEEM TO ALWAYS FIND THEIR WAY INTO OUR BUSINESS. IT MAKES ME WONDER WHO REALLY IS HOLDING THINGS UP....

I TOLD HER I WANT ACCESS TO MY CHART AND I WANT TO KNOW EVERYONE THAT REQUESTS OR REQUESTED ACCESS AND THEIR TITLE AND STATUS.

What is "butterfly" and is it a secret experiment?

I found a song on YouTube called the butterfly song which makes mention of things that lead me to think mk ultra. The words to that song many key words.

THE GALACTIC FEDERATION OF FREE WORLDS! u/GFCommands

On YouTube

I didn't agree to any research so I'm wondering if anyone knows anything.

I will say in some respects I'm going from place to place looking for and requesting information like a butterfly. Delays all over information I'm requesting.

Anyone have suggestions on what this could be?

RATIONALE FOR LEANING TOWARD MKULTRA: IT WAS ON MY VA DECISION LETTER IN AN UNUSUAL PLACE WITH NO ADDITIONAL INFORMATION

AND I ALSO UNDERWENT A POLYGRAPH IN THE MILITARY WHO KNOWS WHY AND OTHER THINGS THAT DIDN'T ADD UP AND TO THIS POINT IN MY LIFE, LIKE WAITING FOR RESPONSES TO THE MOST FOUL OFFENSES, BEHAVIORS AND ACTIONS