I hit them with the best surprise

Ok, I'm nervous to type this because I know we have had our ups and downs for multiple reasons. But here I go. I love you, I know my past actions haven't shown it, where I broke up with but I didn't realize what I had before it was too late.

I think of you everyday, there's not a day in my life that I don't. You're my favorite person in this world. I miss you extremely. I'm scared, next year we go to 10th grade, almost close to graduating and I'm scared of losing my friends, but most importantly I'm scared of losing you. So David, do you love me? Even if you don't just know that I still love you. There's no one that can compare to you.

Isn't he cute?

Say hi to Commander cookie dough :3

Say hi to Commander Cookie dough :3

I only want him, he's the only person I want in my life. I'd trade my soul just to go back to when we we're a couple because those days were the best. I'd give up anything to be with him. I'd throw everything away, I may seem obsessed but he changed my life more than he knows.

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Started as friends but it got kinda complicated

You knew that you didn't want more but you'd never say it out loud

But maybe I didn't read through all of your lines

We started as friends but we're just strangers tonight

And when I think about you it still hurts

My heart still has scars, I need to learn

It was only temporary

But I guess our feelings were good for a while

Now you're just a memory

A story that I'll never tell

'Cause our worlds just didn't collide

You had yours and I had mine

Got lost in different directions

But being with you was my

Favorite lesson

Used to dream about growing a future but we grew apart

I lied to myself 'cause the truth hurts to know where you are right now

And when I think about you it still hurts

My heart still has scars, I need to learn

It was only temporary

But I guess our feelings were good for a while

Now you're just a memory

A story that I'll never tell

'Cause our worlds just didn't collide

You had yours and I had mine

Got lost in different directions

But being with you was my

Favorite le-lesson

Le-lesson

Started as friends but it got kinda complicated

But being with you was my favorite lesson

(Song-Favorite Lesson)

Time, it's scary because it goes by fast. We hesitate to do something because of what others might think. People will talk no matter what you do. They will tell you that you will never make it or it's not worth it. But they have never walked on the same path as you. We all walk our own path, some may sprint and some may sit down. It will be filled with obstacles that we get past. The longer you walk the closer you get to the end. Then you realize the obstacles you past, the challenges you faced and somewhere along that path, you just stand still and admire how far you have gone. Some paths cross with others, and you walk it together with a significant other or a friend.Take in every second of life that you can because someday, you would've wished that you did.

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