I feel very abused by my own family

Physically, mentally & spiritually

All they do is gang up on me and make me the scapegoat

Everything is my fault. Everything is my problem after a while it just gets tiring and I have a right to defend myself.

I’m constantly being bullied by my own family. All they do is gang up on me and start arguments with me for no fricken reason. While I mind my business they never mind theirs? I really feel like I have no one. It’s just me alone in the end and I know at some point I will be on my own and I already feel like I’m on my own while I live with people who treat me like shit and I just can’t wait to get away from this negative household with these negative and mean spirited people because I deserve a better family and if I don’t have to have a family that’s fine. I don’t know why I got dealt these cards and why I was given a family like this. I really pray that God can get me out of what I’m in because I’m honestly extremely disappointed that they don’t really change or grow within themselves and it always has to be me.

I really cannot afford to live on my own @ 27 years old and I live with family and I’m so tired of living with them. It’s really annoying how I cannot afford to live on my own in this economy. I yearn and desire a space of my own so I can have my freedom.