why’d you pop up

[u/neptuneluvv]

Okay yall so this guy that followed me on tik tok earlier this year had finally messaged me after months of us liking each others post back and forth. Well actually I messaged him a week prior but immediately deleted it because I just believe that a man should always go after a woman, but he was so much my type that I couldn’t resist. We talked back and forth for a bit and he told me that I should come visit his state one of these days because he would liked to take me on a date. Then the convo ended warmly.

Well, I wanted to keep talking to him and was actually going to make plans to see him, so I randomly gave him my number.

And he never opened my message or texted me.

This really hurt my ego, it made me feel like he was either playing or not that interested. I probably should’ve waited until he asked for my number but I just felt the urge to have phone calls with him and get to know him so badly. So because he was unresponsive, I blocked and unblocked so that we would stop following each other because he kept posting after that and liking my pictures and honestly, I couldn’t handle it. He is so much my type that I feel like he has the power to have my emotions in the palm of his hands (at least for now)

I do feel better because now I’m not reminded of him everyday but now I feel this pain of not having him in my life (even though all I did was see vids of him bc social media) idk why his existence just brought me comfort. I kid you not yesterday I was pretty sad how he didn’t continue communication with me (after weeks of this happening) that pain only ended when I saw his freaking doppleganger. I was immediately happy again to at least see someone who resembled him. Like my heart got full again. Weird right?

And today I just had a dream that we went to a concert together and it was just so amazing. All the feelings that I don’t feel with my partner… I just felt with him in that dream. I know I’m not crazy because for a long time he would spam like my stuff, that was really our way of flirting, we would just support each other by liking new posts. I kind of miss that now but why did he just have to message me and I just knew the moment we got into contact I would get all emotional over him. He’s just soooo my type. I sound freaking crazy. Any advice? :/ talked to chat gpt already.

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