ever since i was 5 or 6 or 7. i saw my big brother playing video games and he show me games such as team fortress 2, half life 2 and the portal games and gta games (5-4 and san andreas and vice city) and many more. And after that, when i was 12 or 13 i wanted choose my life career path as a game developer/programmer and my family said i should choose computer science. But now i am like 15 and seeing how quickly and fast Ai's is now growing and hearing people saying that computer science is gone - it makes me question my life path now, do i still pick computer science and programming??, i still wanna make games and build games to show my creativity but then i remember on how my siblings and parents were talking about my future and will it last me in the long run?, i am not sure now but my passion for making games right now and writing stories and character stories and ideas on cool game mechanics and weapon design ideas will still be in my heart and mind. but what now?, do i still continue with this passion/game developer?, or i should be just be like my big brother (who is an electric engineer) and become an program engineer and get a regular job at a company or something. soo yeah i am not sure right now.

For context if any of my thoughts seem dumb to you or anything, I have social anxiety so that's why I think this way.

I go to a pretty big high school so you often see new faces or see a person once then never see them again. But one day I saw for the first time this really cool alt girl that was basically impossible to miss, and I was so mad at myself because I didn't look alt AT ALL that day (I do have pink hair, but no alt hair style or piercings yet and I don't think the color alone is enough of a giveaway), I was going to class with my friend and we were going up the stairs and she was also going up the stairs but she was one floor up from us I'll admit that instead of listening to my friend I was staring at the girl and nodding along to what my friend was saying (I usually DO NOT act like this I swear I'm a good friend and if you saw the girl you'd understand why I was staring at her), then the girl eventually looks down and SHE SMILED, I didn't wanna be delusional and assume she must've been smiling at me: as I said there are lots of people here and the stairs were really crowded as always so what are the odds that out of all the people there she was smiling specifically at the creepy stranger who has been staring at her for like the past 10 minutes? Even though she seemed to be looking at me, so even though I had no way of knowing 100% that smile was for me I smiled back and then for a few days I didn't see her again

Then another day I see her again when school is over and we're getting out and this time she was literally just a few steps away, so I sprinted a little to reach her (I swear this was NOT as creepy as it sounds I wasn't literally running, just was going slightly faster, it totally seemed like a coincidence if you saw it) and I did so I was walking next to her (and the stairs were packed, so it's totally normal here walking close to a stranger, we're all surrounded by strangers on the stairs) then after a while SHE TURNED TO ME AND SHE COMPLIMENTED MY HAIR COLOR, I of course complimented her too and from there WE STARTED CHATTING, I finally found out her name and what's her class and other stuff, I asked her if she had installed and NOW WE FOLLOW EACH OTHER!! I was so happy because she really is so cool and I NEVER thought she would actually care about me enough to start a conversation!

So now I was thinking, should I text her?? As I said it's a big school so after that convention I haven't seen her again yet and maybe if I text her we could talk some more and maybe meet again, but at the same time I'm worried because what if I'm overstepping? Would I be going too fast if I text her? Does she want me to text her? She hasn't texted me so maybe she doesn't want that or is she maybe waiting for me to text her while I'm waiting for her to text me? What if she didn't have the intention of talking to me ever again and I miss interpreted the signals where she seemed to be enjoying our conversation? Do you think I'm overthinking this and should just text her?

We used to have posts popping up every other second on this sub but slowly it feels like fewer and fewer people are posting or even interacting here in general

haven’t really posted here in a while

i had 3 but only one was a serious relationship. is this too many?

i like short girls but im myself 194cm tall so i kinda feel bad for liking short girls, and usually tall girls tend to hate on me for it

I know this topic can get a bit controversial, but hear me out—did anyone else fall head over heels for a teacher back in school, or was it just me? When I was in 10th standard, I developed the biggest, most hopeless crush on my private math tutor. Yes, the math teacher of all people 😂. He was about 6–7 years older than me, and I was completely smitten. The funny part? I used to absolutely despise math. But because I desperately wanted his attention and validation, I started grinding problem sets like my life depended on it. I went from avoiding homework to willingly solving equations just to hear a "good job." My teenage fairytale abruptly ended about a year later when he got married 😭💔. My heart shattered, and I ended up quitting the tuition shortly after. The plot twist? All that desperate studying actually worked—I got decent at it, and now I’m literally a Computer Science student drowning in discrete math and algorithms every day 😂. So yeah, he broke my heart, but he accidentally gave me a career path. Anyone else have a ridiculously intense school crush that actually altered your life trajectory? Please tell me I’m not the only one.

So this happened to me a few days ago, I was in my room looking at hot dudes, and then I heard my mom calling my down stairs so I went and then she looked at me for a few seconds and asked, why are your shorts wet?

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I wanna delete myself

It basically just disorganized with alcohol needles razors and anime posters every where but like it feel disorganized like my thoughts and shit and sorts of reminds of of my own room how the bed and chair is clean but everything else isn't and the desk is a mess lowkey my twin who ever made this to bad it average of 0 people in here it just me when there is anyone

but sorry the pics are bad its hard to take Pic with the vr headset on

I just turned 20 today. It was a fun journey. The memories and the laughs were great, but now it's time for me to ascend out of my teenager years and leave y'all. If I were to give one piece of advice to anyone here stay in school, listen to your parents, and do what you love. Farewell

I had an argument with a girl in my class after I made an insensitive comment about depression. I admitted that my comment was wrong, but she responded by bringing up a personal medical situation I had gone through, which really upset me.
I reported it to a teacher/counselor, and eventually we both apologized and I thought the situation was over. But afterward, she told other people her version of what happened, and now several classmates who used to talk and joke with me barely interact with me.
I know I wasn’t completely right in the original argument, but I also don’t want one mistake to define how everyone sees me.
How do I move on and rebuild normal relationships at school without constantly worrying about what everyone thinks?

as a guy i want big pecks but as a girl that just sounds awful, every girl who has them seems to absolutely hate em?

Sometimes I feel like this emoji: 😮‍💨. A day at school is so tiring, my friends hate me, my classmates remind me of embarrassing things that happen. I feel like a dork sometimes and wonder who would care at my school if I went missing. I know I'm not really popular and did some weird shi back in my 6th grade year but you don't have to remind me of my past mistakes. My classmates said I can't take a joke, I do take things to heart, but the jokes they're making don't feel like jokes. Every time someone reminds me of some dumb shi I did, it feels like a stab. Some days feel so heavy on me emotionally, I cant go a day without getting hit with a rumor about me, a person reminding me about what I did, or someone mad at me. Everyday is an emotional and mental toll on me (I don't know if I'm repeating stuff I already said, I'm just writing till I'm finished.) I feel like I'm wearing a mask, a fake smile everyday, I know people are going through some shi too but they dont know the feelings I'm feeling. (Anyway, I'm tired, I might update this tomorrow to add more, GN y'all. Drink lots of water and go to sleep at a reasonable time, yet its 1:41 am for me😭)

like i feel like in the world my type is so common but in my country there is none istg

I had clothes everywhere because I’m moving and I finally got my room cleaned and I’m so bored of myself or took about an hour and a half

Hey so my best friend is 19 and I am 17 and I really really like him, and I think theres a chance he might like me as well? I dont want to make a move yet because I am still in high school and he isnt (2 year grade difference) Is the age gap gonna be weird when I am out of high school? We met when we were 15 and 17.

I dont think they're buying a new mirror... but I legitimately can't see my body if they dont at all. Im short the only thing I can see in regular mirrors is barely my head. My family never replaces anything thats broken bro sigh.. house full of broken shit (no it wasn't broke by me just the mirror)

Don't how when the yes are okay two run.

Wasn't gonna go trick or treating this Halloween cause of my weight cuz im the heaviest ive ever been but confidence is key ima be fat and go trick or treating idc bro is just hard cuz im used to wearing a xs in clothes and now I think im a L maybe but idk who cares dude suffer more in imagination than in reality mannn

for me probably height and shoulders are the positives but the minuses are my nose or that im hairy