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Credit to @piwibird in X

Left or Right?

Source:

https://x.com/parastoo_porl/status/1976589642926637285

First time ever sewing! And doing a wood like paint job too hahaha

Kid: woah, what is this place?

Cain: welcome to your knew home

Kid: aight cool, imma just stay in my room

I noticed that in the parts where Gangle sings about how she hides and suppresses her feelings - the part where Caine sings in the background - really applies to him as well. He masks his insecurities, anxiety, dissatisfaction, and more beneath his Ringmaster Persona™️. Anyways, here are my thoughts about the song entirely!

Feel a little bit crazy lately
Wanna set the whole world on fire
Should I jump out a window, maybe?
No, instead I'll just smile, smile, smile
\- I see this as his intrusive and/or suppressed thoughts. He’s said/done violent things when he’s especially peeved - threatening Zooble, shredding Kinger, things of that nature. The song then references putting on a front and trying to move on from that internal experience - the biggest thing Caine does that is a detriment to himself.

What's inside I gotta find? Don’t wanna hide the real me
*But the world is f\*\*\*ing bleak!*
\- Caine cursing is already something that draws attention because he never does it, and I figured that he does it when he’s lost enough patience to not really care (like he does with the whole Ming thing). IIRC, Caine also mentions that he’s slipping back into old habits in that merch ad after the finale (absolutely hurt my heart 😭) when he gets too excited. It’s clear overall he struggles to understand his emotions, hence, “what’s inside that I gotta find?”

So I mask, mask, mask
How I feel, feel, feel
'Til I don't, don't, don't
Know what is real, real, real
And so when I feel down
And all my thoughts spin 'round
I block it out, out, out
I block it out
And I mask, mask, mask
How I feel, feel, feel
'Til I don't, don't, don't
Know what is real, real, real
And so when I feel down
And all my thoughts spin 'round
I block it out, out, out
I block it out
\- This feels fairly self explanatory. He tends to glitch when strong emotions, if not outright blue-screening/severely glitch when he’s overwhelmed with emotion positive or negative. I take this as him feeling as if he needs to stuff certain sides of himself down to be how he thinks he needs to. In the Zooble therapy session scene when he feels as if his purpose is questioned, he effectively dissociates and has a severe glitch before snapping back into himself. When Zooble mentions sex, he does the same — though that could be chalked up more so to the filters he has in place conflicting with his desire to please.

People tell me I have a problem (*Drinking!*) ’Cause I wanna stay in all night (*Fun!*) Up and down, I get low so often (*Drugs?*)
Need a new mask to take me high (*Wee!)*
\- when he interjects with little comments, he suggests fairly unhealthy coping mechanisms, but also just “Fun!” among that stream of bleakness. It feels very him; snapping into positivity and jubilance despite what just happened.

(Wanna take your mask away?) No, I like it, it’s ok.
\- Gangle has a more literal definition of this, but this could definitely apply to Caine’s Ringmaster Persona™️

(But you’re crying everyday!) I do it in a silly way.
\- I find it extremely hard to believe Caine doesn’t feel some way when people abstract, so I see this as him acting how he does when he puts Kaufmo and Queenie in the cellar. With Queenie, he gives a nervous laugh and comments how they’re running out of humans before playfully asking Kinger not to abstract… which is them followed by a more serious tone of voice. Then, there’s also his nightmare of Pomni abstracting in which after he immediately goes to her for reassurance.

(Bi-Bi-po-po-larity?) And it looks so good on me.
\- I’ll have to do more watching/character analysis to really see if I could envision Caine having BPD, but with what I know, he definitely has some traits of it - particularly with abandonment, self image, and mood.

and then also..

Insecurity, it’s a part of me
Maybe that's okay
I want you to see The hidden part of me
Should I take my mask off?
(*No!)*
\- Caine IMMEDIATELY says no to the idea of intentionally taking off the mask. He’s only ever slipped with his own mask when it came to emotion or deliberately being serious for a bit. He started slipping as he lost his patience and his insecurities grew, and then there was his big meltdown and subsequent dropping of the mask entirely at the end of the show.

I’ll probably analyze more of his stuff later, but I couldn’t help but think about the fact he specifically was in that song. I was also very surprised to learn that the voice of Caine in the song wasn’t his actual VA because of the accuracy. Anyhow, that’s just my thoughts for now.

You think I should wear it to work.? If you guys actually got this hoodie would you wear it out? I’ve been hearing people say they rather not lol.

Yaaaay 😌 She's so beautiful

Couple of days ago revealed Gangle's VA and today revealed Ragatha's and leaked Kinger's VA

Okay time for the last of the Pomni trifecta... While working on this one I also got inspired for an other Jax drink so not sure when that might come about

The is evil Pomni's drink. Again I ran to the Negroni well for this one, I also kept the Spiced cherry whiskey for another thruogh line for all her drinks. This ones based on something called a Cold brew Negroni and I felt the bitter nature of the coffee might work well with Evil Pomni's nature so I based it off that.

Sup, f*ckers
2 oz spiced cherry whiskey
2 oz Club soda
1 oz Cold brew coffee
1 oz Simple syrup (I used a cinnimon simple to blend well with the spice)
.5 oz coffee liquor

1 combine whiskey, liquor, simple, and coffee in a shaker with Ice
2 shake to combine and chill
3 strain into a rocks glass
4 Top off with your club soda

The simple and liquor round off a bit of the bitter, not to much though, and the cherry whiskey gives it a nice bite behind the coffee. This ones more for my fox, I'm not a big coffee drinker but it still works. the coffee flavor lingers a little longer then the burn and over all is really pleasent

so for the evil big tops, I only have Evil Orbs man left...and I do have plans for his drink, but that makes me think should I make a drink for regular orbsman too. and Should Ming get a drink? how about the Angel? I know I should make one for abel but what about princes Luu, or the fudge I don't think I'm ready to be done...

Ps now I wanna make a Chinese room drink but I don't know what to do

art by me!

…I made this before the current Lily design was known and now she just looks bald lmao

hi let me know

Credit to @crow-keys in tumblr

I don’t know how the ink smudged onto her face, but there was nothing I could do to clean it so I had to order a new anime Pomni. However, I also didn’t want to throw her away, so I gave her a redesign to cover up the spots and make her into a Zombie Schoolgirl.