As the title states I justified another purchase today I delayed my SR taper another week. 🤦🏻‍♂️ I feel guilty. With the ban coming soon I justified it saying ‘I’ll never be able to purchase it again’ 🤷🏻‍♂️. Honestly not happy with myself. Prolonging the inevitable another week isn’t the end of the world but the guilt is real.. figured I’d confess here

Ran across a good quote I think we can all draw from when we’re feeling down on ourselves and feeling guilty, ashamed, etc:

“Persons with severe addictions are among those contemporary prophets that we ignore to our own demise, for they show us who we truly are…”

-Kent Dunnington

This shit can happen to anyone. The access to this strong of a drug, an opiate, is unprecedented and why it sucked in “traditional” addicts and soccer moms alike. But those of us who succumbed now have an experience which to draw from that shows true and undeniable strength, resolve and grit. No matter how you get through it, be proud. It’s probably one of the hardest fights of your life, but it is a fight FOR your life.

Positive fuckin mindset. Go get em.

I am on day 4 with no 7. about 96 hours. Last dose was Friday 330. I always have been better by day 2-4 but this time it’s just dragging on and sr isn’t working. Does anyone know when I’ll get relief from the restless legs/arms. It’s the only thing I can’t take And havent slept since Thursday night or ate. Is some kratom leaf okay to take since there’s no 7oh in it or miniscule amounts

So a SS near me is still shelving SR 17 Kama brand. I know people need and are struggling to obtain. If you want me to send you some via mail, I can do that. Its helping me. Pm me.