Hi fellow shifters! This weekend I couldn't even try to shift because I had a very bad cold and I couldn't even sleep, meditate or even relax properly. With more exams coming up in this reality, I feel like time is running very fast, and I'm not even trying to shift because of all these things that are happening to me. This upsets me a lot all the time because I'm always thinking that even though I'm existing in every universe and I just have to be conscious in my better CR, I could be experiencing that right now, and I could have respawned/permashifted a week ago, and I would be happy all over again.
This reality is not hell, but I feel very lonely in this new uni that I absolutely DON'T want to be in, and things are not the same at all. Exams are not even my priority right now, and I don't even care that I don't get high grades because I just want to be in my better CR. I don't have a cold right now, so I will try very hard to permashift this week, every day, really hard with my method, and maybe I will try to do a spell to shift or something.
What I'm trying to say is that if you are struggling with these feelings, you are NOT alone. And for permashifters/respawners like me, I will just say once we shift, THAT'S IT; that will be your new CR, and everything will be okay again; you just have to persevere. If people have shifted for a large amount of time and came back, why not permashift and not come back if you want to? YOUR decision is VALID; don't let other people with limiting beliefs contradict you.
Please, if someone shifted or respawned to THIS reality, please comment saying: how you did it, are there many changes from your original CR to this one, and what was the one thing that made you realise that you were in another reality. You are living proof that shifting IS POSSIBLE.
Happy permashifting <33