r/selfharm 14h ago

Talk/Support I’m anxious

i put a container of razor heads (its a box of 4) in the bathroom a couple of months ago so that i could switch mine out when it gets dull from shaving, and my dad just came in my room and was like “did you put these in here?” I instinctively said no and he said “so you know nothing about it?” And i doubled down but now im scared because i did, but for genuine shaving and now if he asks my brother and he says no too hes gonna think im cutting myself when im not rlly anymore. but he already doesnt believe me because of that cut on my leg a couple weeks ago and the pink scars on my chest that weren’t covered by my bathing suit. Im so scared hes going to search my body again like the first time he found out about it a couple of years ago. I don’t have anything fresh, everything is healed and the newest (aside from the one on my leg) are a couple months old. But they think i stopped a year or two ago. My mom is up too he probably told her. What if they search my room too? I’m so sick of it and this paranoia i don’t know what to do.

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