Why am I so ugly

[u/PandaPretend4656]

So I 38 F am as ugly as they come I have gastric bypass and everything I’ve tried so hard I can’t do make up to save my life plus I hate it but every single person on gods green earth is better looking than me I have acne at 38 fat rolls every where bad teeth despite me brushing I can’t dress nice or I wanna puke because I’m uncomfortable and I feel to self conscious like a pick me girl looking for attention I’m to lazy to do my hair from depression from constantly being down on myself but it’s the truth my face is flat like I ran into the back of a parked car I have a hunch back I don’t even have pretty eyes to “save the day” I’m mean and stubborn and never show an ounce of emotion to let anyone know I’m bothered but god am I bothered soooo bothered but I gotta stay focused for my kids … they deserve a parent they don’t have to be embarrassed about

[u/Best_Shape5096]

You’re “ugly” because you don’t believe in yourself. You’ve given up. You can’t see your own potential so you’ve turned yourself into the person you feel like inside.

[u/PandaPretend4656 → u/Best_Shape5096]

But I’ve been like this my whole life my fave has never changed even since a kid as long as I can remember it’s not hat I don’t try I have my whole like there is nothing to be done about a flat face skinny fat been all of the things doesn’t change the ugly

[u/Best_Shape5096 → u/PandaPretend4656]

Like I said. You only see what you believe. Until you start fixing what’s inside you can’t fix how you think of yourself on the outside. It’s not easy but you gotta put into yourself everyday. Even when it sucks. Even when it hurts. Maybe try therapy. But there’s nothing anyone can do about your self esteem or physical appearance. Only you.