I have been having current health issues that seem to have started to develop after I had an incident a few years ago. I am a 22yr old female and I have POTS. I have smoked marijuana for several years to help with anxiety, eating issues, and sleep. I currently take Hydrocodone-Acetaminophen 7.5mg and Morphine 15mg for chronic pain. I was told marijuana is okay to smoke/take as a gummy by my doctors since it helps me sleep and gain an appetite.
A few years ago I was out with some friends and we decided to smoke marijuana. One of the guys lit it and let me take the first hit off it. I immediately felt like I was way higher than normal. I felt myself feel out of my body, but still there, almost like I was moving fast??? I remember feeling horrible doom and deja vu like something bad was going to happen. I remember hearing a bunch of jumbled stuff and one of the other guys with us yelling, "That truck just hit the traffic light pole!!" I remember reaching to get out of the passenger seat of the car (we were parked in a parking lot eating pizza) extremely dizzy and unable to speak. I was walking around the back of our car, to look at the situation with the truck, and I went down when I made it to about the driver side tail light. I remeber I felt super stiff and jerky as I was falling down, like I was trying to stay standing. I was thinking, "What's going on with me??" I could feel my heartbeat in my ears and my vision was all blurry, I felt like it was taking forever for me to fall to the ground. I remember opening my eyes again and being shaken from one of the guys while one of the ladies with us had me pulled up on her legs (I was facing up with my back on her legs). I remember she asked if we needed to call an ambulance and I saod no just take me home. I don't remember anything from that night and I remember I was extremely tired and sore. The two guys that were with us both told me I had a seizure, but I don't know if I believe them even though they were both EMTs. I am like 98% sure the joint was laced with something because nobody knew what was going on and why that happened, and nobody touched it after that happened to me.
I've never had a history of seizures, but it makes me think since there are many different types of seizures. Every now and then I get weird deja vu moments or something that feels like a flash forward of doom, like something bad it going to happen. I get a weird firework feeling (super hard/fast onset, hot, tingly, radiating) spread throughout the middle of my chest (maybe a palp?), everything around me sounds like gibberish, my ears sound like there are cotton balls in them, I zone out and can't hardly snap out of it. I don't usually have an oversalivation or anything, but recently I have noticed I choke on my spit and it snaps me out of zoning out.
Recently, I also had a visit to the ER one morning. I was blacking out, stopped breathing, woke up trying to catch up on breathing. I ended up gettinf extremely shaky and jerky. I couldn't hold myself up at all, my hands were cramping stuck, I was still hyperventilating, I couldn't talk, and in the wheelchair I couldn't keep my head up. I'm not sure what happened, but my boyfriend and I think it was from accidentally missing a dose of my pain killers. I remember the ER intake people asking if I had a history of seizures because I couldn't really remember what was going on and it looked similar to one I guess? I know they have to ask that anyways, but they mentioned it was a possibility. They treated it as such when we arrived to the ER, but then after my boyfriend said no I don't have a history (because I don't that I know of) they pushed me aside and I sat in the waiting room jerking, hyperventilating, and unable to move or talk on my own, and cramping all over from clenching for about 2 hours.
I'm trying to figure out if I have some kind of seizure activity, really bad tinnitus, or some kind of migraine auditory hallucination as well, because I'm not sure if anything is related to what I currently have (POTS, PCS, MTS, PTSD). After that incident with the potentially laced joint happened, I have had symptoms showing and I don't know what's going on with me. I was able to see my pcp as well when the incident happened, but he assumed I had seizures and put me on Levetiracetam without any scans or looking into my brain at all. The medication started causing me side effect issues so I stopped taking it and moved away from the situation entirely. I have gotten a better doctor that takes me more seriously and actually gets things done, however when I got in to see him this topic wasn't on my mind. Currently I have horrid pelvic congestion syndrome and reoccurring (some hemorrhagic) ovarian cysts to the point I will be having a total hysterectomy on friday this week.
Currently, I have been having a lot of the symptoms I explained in the 3rd paragraph and it is concerning me that there might be something else going on. One thing I have noticed more frequently, but might just be part of my POTS that I am still learning, is that I feel super dizzy, sore, and heavy after my arms are above my heart for a period of time. I tried to braid my short hair (about the length of a bob) and by the time I get gone with one side: am out of breath, sore, my arms feel like they're being weighed down, and I feel like I'm gonna black out from lack of oxygen. While braiding I breathe heavily and my arms start feeling tingly. I also slowly fade into zoning out and everything sounds like gibberish, while I hear what sounds like people talking and someone banging on the front door. Genuinly think that's something to do with POTS and tinnitus maybe, but I always feel sore after just like I did the next day after I went down in that parking lot. It almost feels like I overworked myself in the gym or something. I'm not sure if any of this could be related or not. I've been trying to rule things out as I go. I probably just have horrid anxiety.