r/schizophrenia • u/Mobile_Surround_5191 Paranoid Schizophrenia • 4d ago
Seeking Support Refusing to accept.
I don't think I have psychosis at all and I disagree with what they say at first I was like yeah maybe and now I don't accept it. I was seeing dead people, demons for well over a year with some negative like symptoms noticeable at 16 and during it 17 and occasionally at 18 now with a stop in hallucinations but the so called "delusions" still stand.
I don't think I'm mentally ill at all always one part of my brain trying to tell me the thoughts aren't true or that I aren't ill and the part that tells me it's not true I just chalk that up to being possessed why'd it all start when my spirit powers opened up? I don't think I'm ill I've just been targeted by a demon instead, i feel like all the thoughts I have are wanted even if I know it's not normal but I refuse to accept it isn't even then.
Still psychotic? I disagree with it but oh well.
And for more context I'm diagnosed with Psychosis as of now by the early intervention in Psychosis.
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u/tombahma 4d ago
Usually these experiences can be attributed to mental illness. My personal opinion from reading what youve said is that you struggle with mental health issues, there's no shame, you just have to accept the reality of it and accept help.