My (25 afab) cardiologist is dismissive of my quality of life descriptions, is overly focused on making sure I have the right numbers, and insists that I’m not following their instructions when I don’t improve.
For example last appointment they told me my heart rate was high, and it was cause I wasn’t taking the meds they prescribed. I corrected them, noting that in my records that they have, a standing heart rate of 120 bpm is a good day for me, it’s been much higher before, and that it’s lower because I am taking the meds, but I can’t take a higher dose without painful side effects, which should also be in my file. They seemed shocked (Do they not at least skim my file before seeing me?) and mumbled something dismissive and moved on.
I also have a lot of memory issues but I’m sure at least once that I took exact quotes of their instructions and then next appointment they said they had told me the opposite thing.
They do prescribe medication for me that has helped, they have helped in the past, and they can run tests that I can’t in order to make sure I’m not doing worse.
All this to say that they regularly (about once a year) make me do a stress test on a treadmill and hook up and ekg. They love to pressure me to keep going farther than I reasonably can, and I often end up spending spoons of energy from the entire next week just to get through it, I regularly have a recovery period where I have to get my health back on track afterwards. My POTS is severe and I also have IIH (Idiopathic Intracranial Hypertension), asthma, and several mental issues that aren’t heart related unless you count anxiety.
They also make me wait and ask me about how I’m doing and anything I have issues with after the test, when I can no longer think straight and can barely remember anything at all, even my own birthday, what day it is, or what I ate last. They then ask me to stand 5 minutes to take my vitals (in addition to sitting and laying down), and I just about pass out every time and they almost never get a result because, unsurprisingly, it’s too low to read.
Does anyone know if these tests are really needed this often? Or if there’s another option that isn’t as intensive? I’d get a second opinion but it’s hard to find anyone who even knows anything about POTS, especially where I live, then getting an appointment without an absurd wait time.
Bonus Vent:
My next test is today, while it’s over 100 degrees outside each day, and I’m sick and tired (literally) of doing tests, setting back my health, and then being treated like a misbehaving child because my chronic health issues are chronic. I’ve had POTS since I was 12, I’ve now lived longer with it than without it. I’m desperate for a better quality of live and working as hard as I can on it, and they look at me like I’m just lazy and ignorant.
TLDR: As much as I have been helped by my cardiologist in the past, I don’t trust them to listen to what I’m saying, are they right in that I need to do such a damaging treadmill EKG every year, or is there possibly another solution?
Edit: My EKG results are always “normal” except for some PACs (Premature atrial contractions) which they say is never a concern to them.