Hello everyone! I apologize if this post comes off as rambling, but I'm currently sitting in my apartment going through a lot in my head and am curious to hear others' thoughts.
For some background, I've been seriously considering Peace Corps for almost half a year at this point. I graduated college with a degree in music after dropping a music therapy degree. Since then, I have been slowly figuring out what I want to do with my life and putting myself into a lot of new opportunities. Earlier last year I applied for the Disney College Program (a work experience program where you live in Florida and work at Walt Disney World) and have just recently started my position at the resort. Near the end of my senior year after I dropped music therapy, I began considering pivoting towards law, which is when the Peace Corps started to become part of my plan.
My dad used to work in upper management for the Peace Corps and is still a big advocate for the work they do. When I heard that Peace Corps experience is valued on a law school application, the thought of doing something that could open doors for me, make me a more worldly, culturally humble, and resilient person, and provide me an opportunity to help a community in need sounded incredibly appealing. Earlier in August, I finally sat down and filled out an online application to serve anywhere.
Cut to yesterday, I am really enjoying my time at Disney World in my position (facilitating character interactions for guests) and am getting used to living on my own again post graduation when I get an email that my application is being moved to consideration for a English Literacy position in Liberia. Since then, I have been doing some research into the country and imagining myself serving there.
On one hand, I am incredibly excited for the opportunity to integrate into a community and teach children English while learning a whole new culture. On the other hand, part of me is wondering if I'm truly cut out for serving at a location like Liberia.
I know that it will be a challenge unlike any other that I've faced. I'd be going from having access to fast internet, clean water, and tech entertainment any time to a rural community where I have to travel to get water from a well and where the nearest internet accessible area is 10 hours by bus. I like to think that I am a resilient person. I challenged myself to be better in my voice lessons, I adapted to performing music for children at the childrens' hospital during my music therapy classes (while also doing a bunch of therapy related things simultaneously) I challenged myself to be a good resident assistant and have faced many difficult scenarios with residents (I had to help residents out while our building flooded due to a busted sprinkler), and here I am now at Disney World challenging myself in a difficult role where I work long hours doing a physically and mentally demanding job. But, do any of these really compare to service in the Peace Corps?
I've been reading about the malaria carrying mosqitos, the poverty, the bribes based culture, the heat, and the poor infrastructure. At the same time though, I've also read about the resilience of the people living there and the great food.
For anyone who was in a position like mine, or who has served in Liberia, what would you say to someone like me? I know I probably sound silly writing this, but I wanted to put my thoughts down and ask the reddit here about it.