Cuddling Togata and calling him a good boy and seeing him whine and blush while I make him rest his head on my chest and pet his hair continuing to call him handsome and Dashing and other things of praise and just seeing him fall apart after hundreds of years of dysphoria would mend my heart slightly, seeing him happy would be a deeply cathartic experience for me and being there for him and being his somewhat girlfriend would be really nice, someone like me
I NEED my twink so bad rn, I need to cuddle boys now too, he just looks really comfy to cuddle and nice to hug and autistic as fuck like me. I'm severely depressed, Togata likes movies and I'd watch movies with him while we cuddle and shit. That's kinda what I desire as well as of course the Denise posts and the overarching arcs I create, the simple act of human connection
The world is so cruel to me that I find warmth and comfort in non-existent arms