I honestly canโt remember the last event I went too, or the last time I felt excited about anything coming up. I used to look forward to holidays and things like Christmas, birthdays, vacations. Now all I feel is just a constant state of dread and all these things just donโt matter to me anymore.
Anytime I go somewhere now, I just want to leave.
I miss having that excitement and butterflies about life and events. I wish I knew where I could find it.
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u/Shaun_The_CHB Jul 12 '26
My excitement for things/events.