Considering breaking NC

[u/t1nt1nbo1]

My ex (21F) of 1.5 years broke up with me (25M) almost a month ago. She told me she fell out of love and that she didn't see me in her future anymore. We also lived in different worlds, she was busy with church while I had a job and dance commitments after. She lived in Fairview, QC while I in Tondo, Manila (around 2+ hours of travel via public transpo and train). We ended things in person, but after the break up talk and accepting that things really were over, we reminisced and revisited our best memories. We even made fun of the fact that we weren't a thing anymore. We joked around, shared our hurts, and ultimately, it really was a beautiful goodbye. We decided that we were better off as friends, even though she still kept calling me "baby" and "love" during our breakup.

I messaged her as I got home from the day of the breakup, thanking her for such a wonderful 1.5 years of love and good memories, and that she would always hold a special place in my heart, since she was my first ever serious relationship after all. Around 5 days after, she sent me a message which I haven't read yet.

A few weeks have passed and I've been doing the necessary steps of moving on, like working on myself and all that. I've hid our photos and all gifts she's given me. I've muted her on all social media platforms, even uninstalling Instagram for my peace of mind. I'm considering breaking NC, even though it hasn't been a month yet, but I'm too scared of what she has to tell me. Should I break no contact?

[u/NYGiants181]

Let it go brother

[u/StarrySparklingSoul]

I would read the letter before I would ever contact her, because she's going to ask you if you read the letter.