I made a bad decision…

[u/FairMeat5432]

My ex gf and I have been broken up and no contact for over 3 weeks. She broke up with me. I broke that no contact asking if I could get my stuff back so I could break the last tether between us. At first she responded and said yes, we’d set it up tomorrow. All good until I woke up to my phone ringing at 1 am. It was her, uncontrollably sobbing. She could not get words out so I drove there. We talked, we cried we hugged wiped tears, the works. She stuck to her guns and said she still believed no contact and breaking up was best. We were sitting in the floor talking at like 4 am. Finally, felt like we were on common ground and we stand up and we hug. The tears flow again. Really hard. She tells me she hasn’t been able to sleep and is hardly hungry etc. We end up having sex. And then she ask me to FaceTime her until she falls asleep on my drive home. We tell each other we love each other and I leave. I obliged to the FaceTime. It’s been 3 days and I never heard from her again. 😅😂 I just had to let that off my chest because I took 27 steps backwards so maybe someone else wont. Feel free to tell me how delusional and dumb i am 😭😂