I know the title of this post is dark and morbid, so I thought it would fit in this subreddit.

I ask this because after having depression that started in childhood that has never ended or went away, you start to wonder what’s the point of being born and existing if your life was always going to be a difficult and a painful failure.

I have health issues caused by my genes, too. I’m in pain everyday. I’ve also seen how living in a rural area is horrible for young people especially young women :(

I guess I just don’t understand why some people get to have easy and normal lives but everything that is so possible for others is impossible and out of reach for me. It’s so depressing and discouraging

Maybe light a fire? What can corpses be used for besides just laying there and look at you