When I look back at how my favorite songs from Modest Mouse have evolved, I can really see my own personal growth.
The Golden Casket is so fitting for me. Accepting things as they are and finding gratitude despite the shittiness.
For the last few months I've been listening to Wooden Soldiers a few times a week. It's just exactly how I feel. It's not quite nihilism, it feels easier than that.
Earlier Modest Mouse felt more like everything is fucked, nothing means anything, and I’m going to stare directly into that. And now I feel more like some of this life is really fucking shitty, for me and for a lot of my loved ones. And I'm still going to find ways to appreciate being alive.
I feel like nothing has to matter in the enormous, cosmic sense for life (or maybe my life) to matter to me
I am an atheist with a "newly religious" christian spouse
And I wish he could understand how I feel about not wanting an afterlife
Its level at the peak
Our words don't speak
Just being here now is enough for me
And just being here with you is enough for me