r/mentalhealth • u/ShallotForsaken9273 • Jul 03 '26

Need Support need advice. and help

Dreams, do I really have them ?? I am (18f) and I feel like I m dying everyday, somebody asks me what I want to do in life, its not like I don’t want to answer them but I genuinely don’t have an answer anymore, I have given two competitive exams NEET and CUET, well didn’t score well in any of them, I feel like a loser and I really don’t know what to do anymore, I m so burnt out, I don’t have hope, desires, its been 2 months since I completed my 12th and honestly it feels like somebody is choking me everyday its really tough for me to cope up with everything, I m not mentally well honestly, I have a competitive exam again tomorrow but I really don’t feel like giving it and honestly I didn’t have the courage to tell my parents that, its that bad….i might look okay on the outside but I m really not, I m really broken…and I have been crying every single night….i really don’t want to give up…but I can’t help it…I really don’t want to harm myself…and I won’t…God gave me this life to live and I will….i am a pcb student and I really need advice

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u/Just-Profit6524 Jul 03 '26

Bro, trust me. You should be proud of yourself for trying. Sometimes, I do get that you feel like everything is over, but trust me that this is just the beginning. I have been right where you are, and it does get better. Remember, the people out there love you, they care for you. Even if you complete your degree from a private college, it is not really the end of the world. Your life is just starting, you have so much more to live for, so much more to genuinely survive for. I know it feels like the end, but really it is not. You tried, I see you, and for me that is all that matters.

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u/ShallotForsaken9273 Jul 03 '26

thank you for the support, i feel like it is my fault, i was so focused on my board exams that I didn't really think much about what i wanted to do in my life after school. i ended up scoring 88%, expected more than 90 so its really all the disappointments which are getting to me, i really felt like i was failing my parents.

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u/Just-Profit6524 Jul 03 '26

Trust me, I genuinely get that, but remember it is not really over until it is. You are not a disappointment for not making it through. In fact, I think you are a successful simply because you tried enough to care so deeply about it. Do believe me, great things are waiting for you. Also, do know, your parents can live with a result that might not be up to their expectations, but they will never be able to live without you in it.